New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“I wish you'd never bought it,” said Evelina harshly.
Ann Eliza's heart grew faint with fear. Without answering, she crossed
over to her sister's seat and poured her out a second cup of tea. Then
another thought struck her, and she went back to the cupboard and took
out the cordial. In Evelina's absence considerable draughts had been
drawn from it by invalid neighbours; but a glassful of the precious
liquid still remained.
“Here, drink this right off--it'll warm you up quicker than anything,”
Ann Eliza said.
Evelina obeyed, and a slight spark of colour came into her cheeks.
She turned to the custard pie and began to eat with a silent voracity
distressing to watch. She did not even look to see what was left for Ann
Eliza.
“I ain't hungry,” she said at last as she laid down her fork. “I'm only
so dead tired--that's the trouble.”
“Then you'd better get right into bed. Here's my old plaid
dressing-gown--you remember it, don't you?” Ann Eliza laughed, recalling
Evelina's ironies on the subject of the antiquated garment. With
trembling fingers she began to undo her sister's cloak. The dress
beneath it told a tale of poverty that Ann Eliza dared not pause to
note. She drew it gently off, and as it slipped from Evelina's shoulders
it revealed a tiny black bag hanging on a ribbon about her neck. Evelina
lifted her hand as though to screen the bag from Ann Eliza; and the
elder sister, seeing the gesture, continued her task with lowered eyes.
She undressed Evelina as quickly as she could, and wrapping her in the
plaid dressing-gown put her to bed, and spread her own shawl and her
sister's cloak above the blanket.
“Where's the old red comfortable?” Evelina asked, as she sank down on
the pillow.
“The comfortable? Oh, it was so hot and heavy I never used it after you
went--so I sold that too. I never could sleep under much clothes.”
She became aware that her sister was looking at her more attentively.
“I guess you've been in trouble too,” Evelina said.
“Me? In trouble? What do you mean, Evelina?”
“You've had to pawn the things, I suppose,” Evelina continued in a weary
unmoved tone. “Well, I've been through worse than that. I've been to
hell and back.”
“Oh, Evelina--don't say it, sister!” Ann Eliza implored, shrinking
from the unholy word. She knelt down and began to rub her sister's feet
beneath the bedclothes.
“I've been to hell and back--if I AM back,” Evelina repeated. She
lifted her head from the pillow and began to talk with a sudden feverish
volubility. “It began right away, less than a month after we were
married. I've been in hell all that time, Ann Eliza.” She fixed her eyes
with passionate intentness on Ann Eliza's face. “He took opium. I didn't
find it out till long afterward--at first, when he acted so strange, I
thought he drank. But it was worse, much worse than drinking.”
“Oh, sister, don't say it--don't say it yet! It's so sweet just to have
you here with me again.”
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