call them, must continually be examined and searched out in the light of
more reading of the best authors, in the light of more experience of
ourselves and of the world we live in, and in that best of all light,
that increasing purity, simplicity, and sincerity of heart alone can
kindle. And in not a few instances we shall to a certainty find that
what has hitherto been clothing itself with the honourable name and
character of a conviction was all the time only an ignorant prejudice, a
distaste or a dislike, a too great fondness for ourselves and for our own
opinion and our own interest. Many of our firmest convictions, as we now
call them, when we shall have let light enough fall upon them, we shall
be compelled and enabled to confess to be at bottom mere mulishness and
pride of heart. The mulish, obstinate, and proud man never says, I don't
know. He never asks anything to be explained to him. He never admits
that he has got any new light. He never admits having spoken or acted
wrongly. He never takes back what he has said. He was never heard to
say, You are right in that line of action, and I have all along been
wrong. Had he ever said that, the day he said it would have been a white-
stone day both for his mind and his heart. Only, the spoiled son of
Spare-the-Rod never said that, or anything like that.
But, most unfortunately, it is in the very best things of life that the
true mulishness of the obstinate man most comes out. He shows worst in
his home life and in the matters of religion. When our Obstinate was in
love he was as sweet as honey and as soft as butter. His old friends
that he used so to trample upon scarcely recognised him. They had
sometimes seen men converted, but they had never seen such an immediate
and such a complete conversion as this. He actually invited correction,
and reproof, and advice, and assistance, who had often struck at you with
his hands and his feet when you even hinted at such a thing to him. The
best upbringing, the best books, the best preaching, the best and most
obedient life, taken all together, had not done for other men what a
woman's smile and the touch of her hand had in a moment done for this
once so obstinate man. He would read anything now, and especially the
best books. He would hear and enjoy any preacher now, and especially the
best and most earnest in preaching. His old likes and dislikes,
prejudices and prepossessions, self-opinionativeness and
self-assertiveness all miraculously melted off him, and he became in a
day an open-minded, intelligent, good-mannered, devout-minded gentleman.
He who was once such a mule to everybody was now led about by a child in
a silken bridle. All old things had passed away, and all things had
become new. For a time; for a time. But time passes, and there passes
away with it all the humility, meekness, pliability, softness, and
sweetness of the obstinate man. Till when long enough time has elapsed
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