And now, to come still closer home, let us look for a moment or two at
some of our own ruling and tyrannising passions. And let us look first
at self-love--that master-passion in every human heart. Let us give self-
love the first place in the inventory and catalogue of our passions,
because it has the largest place in all our hearts and lives. Nay, not
only has self-love the largest place of any of the passions of our
hearts, but it is out of self-love that all our other evil passions
spring. It is out of this parent passion that all the poisonous brood of
our other evil passions are born. The whole fall and ruin and misery of
our present human nature lies in this, that in every human being self-
love has taken, in addition to its own place, the place of the love of
God and of the love of man also. We naturally now love nothing and no
one but ourselves. And as long as self-love is in the ascendant in our
hearts, all the passions that are awakened in us by our self-love will be
selfish with its selfishness, inhumane with its inhumanity, and ungodly
with its ungodliness. And it is to kill and extirpate our so passionate
self-love that is the end and aim of all God's dealings with us in this
world. All that God is doing with us and for us in providence and in
grace, in the world and in the church,--it is all to cure us of this
deadly disease of self-love. We may never have had that told us before,
and we may not like it, and we may not believe it; but there can be no
better proof of the truth of what is now said than just this, that we do
not like it and will not have it. Self-love will not let us listen to
the truth about ourselves; it puts us in a passion both against the truth
and against him who tells the truth, as the history of the truth
abundantly testifies. Yes, your indignant protest is quite true. Self-
love has her divine rights,--no doubt she has. But you are not commanded
to attend to them. Your self-love will look after herself. She will
manage to have her full share of what is right and proper for any passion
to possess even after she cries out that she is trampled upon and
despoiled. My brethren, till you begin to crucify yourselves and to
pluck up your self-love by the roots, you will never know what a cruel
and hopeless task the Christian life is--I do not say the Christian
profession. Nor, on the other hand, will you ever discover what a noble
task it is--what a divine task and how divinely assisted and divinely
recompensed. You will not know what a kennel of hell-hounds your own
heart is till you have long sought to enter it and cleanse it out. And
after you have done your utmost, and your best, death will hurry you away
from your but half-accomplished task. Only, in that case you will be
able to die in the hope that what is impossible with man is possible with
God, as promised by Him, and that He will not leave your soul in hell,
but will perfect that good thing which alone concerneth you, even your
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