4. There are not a few young communicants here to-night, as well as not
a few who are afraid as yet to offer themselves for the Lord's table;
and, as it so falls out to-night, Mercy's case contains both an
encouragement and an example to all such. For never surely had a young
communicant less to go upon than Mercy had that best morning of all her
life. For she had nothing to go upon but a great desire to help
Christiana with her work; some desire for truth and for life; and some
first and feeble yearnings over her own soul,--yearnings, however, that
she kept entirely to herself. That was all. She had no remorses like
those which had ploughed up Christiana's cheeks into such channels of
tears. She had no dark past out of which swarms of hornets stung her
guilty conscience. Nor on the other hand, had she any such sweet dreams
and inviting visions as those that were sent to cheer and encourage the
disconsolate widow. She will have her own sweet dreams yet, that will
make her laugh loud out in her sleep. But that will be long after this,
when she has discovered how hard her heart is and how great God's grace
is. "How shall I be ascertained," she put it to Christiana, "that I also
shall be entertained? Had I but this hope, from one that can tell, I
would make no stick at all, but would go, being helped by Him that can
help, though the way was never so tedious. Had I as good hope for a
loving reception as you have, I think no Slough of Despond would
discourage me." "Well," said the other, "you know your sore, and I know
mine; and, good friend, we shall all have enough evil before we come to
our journey's end." And soon after that, of all places on the upward
way, Mercy's evil began at the Wicket Gate. "I have a companion," said
Christiana, "that stands without. One that is much dejected in her mind,
for that she comes, as she thinks, without sending for; whereas I was
sent to by my husband's King." So the porter opened the gate and looked
out; but Mercy was fallen down in a swoon, for she fainted and was afraid
that the gate would not be opened to her. "O sir," she said, "I am
faint; there is scarce life left in me." But he answered her that one
once said, "When my soul fainted within me, I remembered the Lord, and my
prayer came in into Thee, into Thy holy temple. Fear not, but stand up
upon thy feet, and tell me wherefore thou art come." "I am come, sir,
into that for which I never was invited, as my friend Christiana was. Her
invitation was from the Lord, and mine was but from her. Wherefore, I
fear that I presume." Then said he to those that stood by, "Fetch
something and give it to Mercy to smell on, thereby to stay her
fainting." So they fetched her a bundle of myrrh, and a while after she
revived.--Let young communicants be content with Mercy's invitation. She
started for the City just because she liked to be beside a good woman who
was starting thither. She wished to help a good woman who was going
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