It was the day of the Blandfield Court invitation, and the ladies were
assembling in the drawing-room. For, some days before, in accordance
with his promise, Sir Philip had been over to the Elms, taking Laura
quite by surprise when he supplemented his invitation by a request that
Miss Bedford might also be of the party.
"Miss Bedford--our governess!" stammered Laura, completely taken aback.
But she was herself again the next instant, as she saw through the
arrangement.
"Sir Philip has been deceived," she thought; "but I am not so easily put
off, nor yet cast off," she muttered.
What should she do? Display open anger, or temporise until Ella Bedford
could be dismissed--ignominiously dismissed--from her situation?
Laura Bray was angry, and therefore she talked to herself in strong
language, and called things by unpleasant names. But she must act in
some way, she thought; it would never do for her to give up all for
which her ambitious nature thirsted. She had set herself upon being
Lady Vining, and after a fashion she loved Charley, who, from being free
and friendly, and on happy laughing terms with her, seemed daily to be
growing more and more distant; for she was not deceived by his assumed
sociability. She herself had acted so as to try and efface the past;
but there was still the recollection of the conservatory scene, and
though she tried to set it down as merely a bit of flirtation--one that
she ought to pass over without notice--her heart would not accept of the
flattering unction; for she knew Charley Vining to be too sterling, too
generous a man to trifle with the feelings of any woman.
Then why was he trifling with her? she exclaimed vehemently. Had she no
claims to his consideration? There was a dull heavy feeling came over
her, as she thought of how he had never been more than friend to her,
and that the warmth had been entirely on one side.
But she felt that it would not do to show her anger--kindness would
perhaps work a change; and until her rival--no, she would not dignify
her with that title--till this governess had gone, she would assume an
appearance of sorrow, trying the while to win Charley back from his
passing fancy. She could have bitten her tongue for the ill-judged
hasty words she had spoken; but O, if she could but detect this Miss
Bedford in some light coquettish act, some behaviour too frivolous for
her position, it should go hard with her!--for at the present--probably
on account of the dislike openly shown--Mrs Bray and her hopeful son
seemed disposed to treat their dependent with more consideration, which
was really the case on the part of the former, whose mental constitution
was such that she could not conceive the possibility of any one holding
a paid position to perform certain duties possessing the sensitiveness
and thoughts of a lady.
Laura had determined to temporise, and also to counterplot. It struck
her that Sir Philip had been deceived, and hurriedly rising, she left
the room.
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