France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"In the heart of Brittany there is a fishing village, which is called
Le Ploch. The air there is pure, nature is superb, man rugged and kind.
It is there that you are going to live three months, six months, a year
if necessary. You will walk along the sandy shore, across the heath,
through pine forests, over rocks; you will dig the soil, you will catch
sea wrack, you will lift logs, you will shout in the wind. There, at
last, you will subdue this poisoned body insane with love. In the
beginning it will be hard for you and you will perhaps feel homesick
... you will rebel, you will be seized with passionate desires to
return. Don't be discouraged, I beseech you. On days especially hard to
bear, walk all the more ... spend nights out on the sea with the brave
people of the place ... and when your heart is heavy, weep, weep. Above
all, keep from leading an indolent life, from dreaming, from reading,
from carving your name on the rocks and tracing it on the sand. Don't
think of anything, don't think at all! On such occasions, literature
and art are poor counsellors, they are apt to bring you back to love
again. Incessant activity of your body, hard physical labor, your
flesh worn out by crushing fatigue, your head lashed and made giddy
by the wind, by the rain, by storms! I tell you, you will come back
from that place not only cured but stronger than ever and better armed
for struggle. And you shall have paid your debt to that monster. You
say, you shall have paid it with your fortune? Well what of it, that's
nothing. Why, I envy you and wish I could go with you. Come, my dear
Mintié, a little courage! Go!"
"Yes, Lirat, you are right. I must go away."
"Well go then!"
"I am going away tomorrow, I swear!"
"Tomorrow? Ah, tomorrow! She is going to come back, isn't that the
idea? And you will throw yourself in her arms again. No, go now!"
"Let me write to her. I can't leave her like this, without a word,
without saying good bye to her. Lirat just think! In spite of all this
suffering, in spite of all this shame, there still are happy memories,
blissful hours. She is not wicked ... she simply does not know ...
that's all ... but she loves me. I shall go away, I promise you I
shall. But give me just one more day! One more day! One day is not
much, especially since I shall not see her any more! Ah, one more day!"
"No, go now!"
"Lirat! My good Lirat!"
"No!"
"But I have no money! How do you expect me to go without money?"
"I have enough left to last you over the trip; I'll send it to you
there. Go!"
"At least let me get my things ready!"
"I have some wool stockings and caps; that's what you need. Go!"
He hurried me away. Without seeing anything, without realizing
anything, I went through the apartment, bumping into pieces of
furniture. I did not feel any pain, for I was insensible to everything;
I was walking behind Lirat with the heavy step and the passive gait of
a beast led to slaughter.
"Well where is your hat?"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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