France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
She took me in her arms, swayed me. I smiled now, uttering inarticulate
sounds and playing with the ribbons of her peignoir. She put me down on
the floor. Moving with short, unsteady steps, both arms outstretched,
I purred like a kitten. None of the blocks before which I stopped
frightened me in the least. Arrived at the fatal block, my face again
assumed the expression of horror, and frightened and crying I returned
quickly to my mother.
"I tell you there must be something!" she cried. "Call Felix. Let him
come with tools ... a hammer, quick, quick! Tell Monsieur also!"
"It seems strange all the same," assented Marie who, with gaping mouth
and eyes wide open, was looking at the mysterious slab. "He must be a
sorcerer then!"
Felix lifted one stone, examined it carefully, dug into the mortar
below.
"Dig up another one!" my mother commanded. "And that one also ...
another one ... all of them ... dig them all up! I want to find out....
And Monsieur is not coming!"
In the excitement of her gestures, forgetting that there was a man
around, she uncovered herself and revealed her nude body. Kneeling on
the blocks, Felix continued digging them up. He took each one out with
his brawny hands and shook his head.
"If Madame wants me to tell her.... For the rest, Monsieur is way out
in the park, busy sharpening the pick-axe.... And besides, there is
nothing to it ... the stone blocks are like stone blocks, seemingly of
the pavement. That's all!... Madame may be sure.... Only it might be
that that was only in Master Jean's imagination.... Madame knows that
children are like grown-up folks and that they see things! But as to
these slabs, they are just slabs, neither more nor less."
My mother became pale, haggard.
"Shut up!" she ordered, "and get out of here, all of you!"
And without waiting for the execution of her order she carried me
out of the room. Her cries, interrupted by the slamming of the door,
resounded on the stairway and in the hall.
She never thought, however, poor dear creature that she was, of
giving to the bathroom incident a natural explanation. One could
have demonstrated to her that what had frightened me so badly might
have been a moving reflection of a towel upon the humid surface of
the floor, or perhaps the shadow of a leaf projected from outside
across the window, which of course she would not have admitted as
likely to have taken place. Her spirit, fed on dreams, tormented by
lurid exaggerations and instinctively drawn to the mysterious and the
fantastic, accepted with dangerous credulity the vaguest explanation
and yielded to the most troubling suggestions. She imagined that her
caresses, her kisses, her lulling me to sleep communicated to me
the germs of her disease, that the nervous fits which almost caused
my death, the hallucinations which shone in my eyes with the sombre
radiance of madness, were to her a divine warning, and as soon as she
conceived that, the last hope died in her heart.
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