France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Juliette had chosen a room for me on the second floor of a furnished
house in the Faubourg Saint Honoré near the Rue de Balzac. The
furniture of the room was rickety, the tapestry worn, the drawers
creaked when opened, the pungent odor of decaying wood and accumulated
dust filled the window curtains and bedstead hangings; but by placing
knick-knacks here and there, she succeeded in imparting an air of
intimacy to this banal, cold place, where so many unknown lives had
been spent without a trace being left behind. Juliette reserved to
herself the task of arranging my things in the hanging-press which she
filled with bunches of fragrant flowers.
"You see, my dear, here are your socks, and there are your night
shirts. I put your neckties in the drawer; your handkerchiefs are
there. I hope your little wifie has put everything in order. And every
day I'll bring you a sweet-smelling flower. Now don't be sad. Tell
yourself that I love you, that I love no one but you, that I shall come
often. Oh, I have forgotten a few things! Well, I'll send them to you
with Celestine, together with my pictures in the beautiful red plush
frames. Don't feel lonesome, my poor, little thing! You know, if I am
not here at half-past twelve tonight don't wait for me. Go to bed.
Sleep well. Promise me?"
And casting a last glance about the room, she left. Indeed, Juliette
came every day, while going to the Bois and on her way home before
dinner. She never remained more than two minutes at a time. Excited,
impelled by a feverish desire to be outside, she would stay long
enough to embrace me and to open the drawers to see whether my things
were in order.
"Well I am going. Don't be sad. I see you have been crying. That is not
nice at all! Why cause me aggravation?"
"Juliette! Will I see you tonight? Oh! please, tonight!"
"Tonight?"
She reflected for a minute.
"Tonight, yes, my dear! But still do not wait for me too long. Go to
bed. Sleep well. Above all, don't cry. You drive me to despair! Really,
I don't know what to do with you!"
And so I lived here, stretched out on the sofa, never going out,
counting the minutes which slowly, slowly, drop by drop, vanished into
the eternity of waiting.
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