France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
From there I could observe everything without being seen, if it were
necessary not to show myself. I did not have to wait very long. A
hackney coach coming from Faubourg Saint Honoré, passed into the
Rue de Balzac, crossed the street diagonally to the side where I was
standing and, grazing the sidewalk, stopped in front of Juliette's
house! I held my breath. My whole body trembled, shaken by convulsions.
Juliette came out first. I recognized her at once. She ran across the
sidewalk and I heard her pull the handle of the door bell. Then a man
came out; it seemed to me that I knew the man also. He came to the lamp
post, searched in his pocketbook and awkwardly took out a few silver
pieces which he examined by the light with upraised arm. And his shadow
upon the ground assumed an angular and monstrous form! I wanted to
rush out of my place of hiding. Something heavy held me nailed to the
ground. I wanted to shout. The cry was throttled in my throat. At the
same time a chill rose from my heart to my brains. I had a feeling as
though life were slowly leaving my body. I made a superhuman effort and
with tottering steps I went toward the man. The door was opened and
Juliette disappeared through it, saying:
"Well, are you coming?"
The man was still searching in his pocketbook.
It was Lirat! Had the houses, the very sky crashed upon my head
my astonishment would have been no greater! Lirat going home with
Juliette. That could not be! I had lost my senses! I came still closer.
"Lirat!" I cried out, "Lirat!..."
He had paid the coachman and looked at me, terrified! Motionless, with
gaping mouth, with outspread legs he was looking at me, without saying
a word!
"Lirat! Is that you? It is not possible! It is not you, is it? You look
like Lirat but you are not Lirat!"
Lirat was silent....
"Come, Lirat! You are not going to do that ... or I shall say that you
have sent me away to Ploch in order to steal Juliette from me! You
here, with her! Why that's preposterous! Lirat! Remember what you told
me about her ... think of the beautiful things which you had planted in
my soul. This despicable woman! Why she is good only for one like me
who am lost. But you! You are an honorable man, you are a great artist!
Is it to revenge yourself on me that you are doing this? A man like
you does not revenge himself in such a manner! He does not besmirch
himself! If I did not come to see you it was because I feared to incur
your anger! Come, speak to me, Lirat. Answer me!"
Lirat was silent. Juliette was calling him in the hallway:
"Well, are you coming?"
I seized Lirat's hands:
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