Something in Bartine’s manner that was not in his words—I hardly knew
what it was—prompted me to ask:
“What is your view of the matter—of the justice of it?”
“My view of it,” he flamed out, bringing his clenched hand down upon the
table as if he had been in a public house dicing with blackguards—“my
view of it is that it was a characteristically dastardly assassination by
that damned traitor, Washington, and his ragamuffin rebels!”
For some minutes nothing was said: Bartine was recovering his temper, and
I waited. Then I said:
“Was that all?”
“No—there was something else. A few weeks after my great-grandfather’s
arrest his watch was found lying on the porch at the front door of his
dwelling. It was wrapped in a sheet of letter paper bearing the name of
Rupert Bartine, his only son, my grandfather. I am wearing that watch.”
Bartine paused. His usually restless black eyes were staring fixedly
into the grate, a point of red light in each, reflected from the glowing
coals. He seemed to have forgotten me. A sudden threshing of the
branches of a tree outside one of the windows, and almost at the same
instant a rattle of rain against the glass, recalled him to a sense of
his surroundings. A storm had risen, heralded by a single gust of wind,
and in a few moments the steady plash of the water on the pavement was
distinctly heard. I hardly know why I relate this incident; it seemed
somehow to have a certain significance and relevancy which I am unable
now to discern. It at least added an element of seriousness, almost
solemnity. Bartine resumed:
“I have a singular feeling toward this watch—a kind of affection for it;
I like to have it about me, though partly from its weight, and partly for
a reason I shall now explain, I seldom carry it. The reason is this:
Every evening when I have it with me I feel an unaccountable desire to
open and consult it, even if I can think of no reason for wishing to know
the time. But if I yield to it, the moment my eyes rest upon the dial I
am filled with a mysterious apprehension—a sense of imminent calamity.
And this is the more insupportable the nearer it is to eleven o’clock—by
this watch, no matter what the actual hour may be. After the hands have
registered eleven the desire to look is gone; I am entirely indifferent.
Then I can consult the thing as often as I like, with no more emotion
than you feel in looking at your own. Naturally I have trained myself
not to look at that watch in the evening before eleven; nothing could
induce me. Your insistence this evening upset me a trifle. I felt very
much as I suppose an opium-eater might feel if his yearning for his
special and particular kind of hell were re-enforced by opportunity and
advice.
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