During the long summer day, as his sheep cropped the good grass which the
gods had made to grow for them, or lay with their forelegs doubled under
their breasts and chewed the cud, Haïta, reclining in the shadow of a
tree, or sitting upon a rock, played so sweet music upon his reed pipe
that sometimes from the corner of his eye he got accidental glimpses of
the minor sylvan deities, leaning forward out of the copse to hear; but
if he looked at them directly they vanished. From this—for he must be
thinking if he would not turn into one of his own sheep—he drew the
solemn inference that happiness may come if not sought, but if looked for
will never be seen; for next to the favor of Hastur, who never disclosed
himself, Haïta most valued the friendly interest of his neighbors, the
shy immortals of the wood and stream. At nightfall he drove his flock
back to the fold, saw that the gate was secure and retired to his cave
for refreshment and for dreams.
So passed his life, one day like another, save when the storms uttered
the wrath of an offended god. Then Haïta cowered in his cave, his face
hidden in his hands, and prayed that he alone might be punished for his
sins and the world saved from destruction. Sometimes when there was a
great rain, and the stream came out of its banks, compelling him to urge
his terrified flock to the uplands, he interceded for the people in the
cities which he had been told lay in the plain beyond the two blue hills
forming the gateway of his valley.
“It is kind of thee, O Hastur,” so he prayed, “to give me mountains so
near to my dwelling and my fold that I and my sheep can escape the angry
torrents; but the rest of the world thou must thyself deliver in some way
that I know not of, or I will no longer worship thee.”
And Hastur, knowing that Haïta was a youth who kept his word, spared the
cities and turned the waters into the sea.
So he had lived since he could remember. He could not rightly conceive
any other mode of existence. The holy hermit who dwelt at the head of
the valley, a full hour’s journey away, from whom he had heard the tale
of the great cities where dwelt people—poor souls!—who had no sheep, gave
him no knowledge of that early time, when, so he reasoned, he must have
been small and helpless like a lamb.
It was through thinking on these mysteries and marvels, and on that
horrible change to silence and decay which he felt sure must some time
come to him, as he had seen it come to so many of his flock—as it came to
all living things except the birds—that Haïta first became conscious how
miserable and hopeless was his lot.
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