“It is necessary,” he said, “that I know whence and how I came; for how
can one perform his duties unless able to judge what they are by the way
in which he was intrusted with them? And what contentment can I have
when I know not how long it is going to last? Perhaps before another sun
I may be changed, and then what will become of the sheep? What, indeed,
will have become of me?”
Pondering these things Haïta became melancholy and morose. He no longer
spoke cheerfully to his flock, nor ran with alacrity to the shrine of
Hastur. In every breeze he heard whispers of malign deities whose
existence he now first observed. Every cloud was a portent signifying
disaster, and the darkness was full of terrors. His reed pipe when
applied to his lips gave out no melody, but a dismal wail; the sylvan and
riparian intelligences no longer thronged the thicket-side to listen, but
fled from the sound, as he knew by the stirred leaves and bent flowers.
He relaxed his vigilance and many of his sheep strayed away into the
hills and were lost. Those that remained became lean and ill for lack of
good pasturage, for he would not seek it for them, but conducted them day
after day to the same spot, through mere abstraction, while puzzling
about life and death—of immortality he knew not.
One day while indulging in the gloomiest reflections he suddenly sprang
from the rock upon which he sat, and with a determined gesture of the
right hand exclaimed: “I will no longer be a suppliant for knowledge
which the gods withhold. Let them look to it that they do me no wrong.
I will do my duty as best I can and if I err upon their own heads be it!”
Suddenly, as he spoke, a great brightness fell about him, causing him to
look upward, thinking the sun had burst through a rift in the clouds; but
there were no clouds. No more than an arm’s length away stood a
beautiful maiden. So beautiful she was that the flowers about her feet
folded their petals in despair and bent their heads in token of
submission; so sweet her look that the humming birds thronged her eyes,
thrusting their thirsty bills almost into them, and the wild bees were
about her lips. And such was her brightness that the shadows of all
objects lay divergent from her feet, turning as she moved.
Haïta was entranced. Rising, he knelt before her in adoration, and she
laid her hand upon his head.
“Come,” she said in a voice that had the music of all the bells of his
flock—“come, thou art not to worship me, who am no goddess, but if thou
art truthful and dutiful I will abide with thee.”
Haïta seized her hand, and stammering his joy and gratitude arose, and
hand in hand they stood and smiled into each other’s eyes. He gazed on
her with reverence and rapture. He said: “I pray thee, lovely maid, tell
me thy name and whence and why thou comest.”
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