"She was changed. I suppose I ought to have had the wit to expect that,
but the fact remains that my first feeling was astonishment. She stood a
foot or so above me on the doorstep, and this vantage, together with a
species of gravity in her demeanour, conveyed an impression of tall
aloofness. As she stood there, composed and curious, in a loose blue
gown and her hair spread around her shoulders, the fine pale olive of
her forearms emerging and her fingers lightly laced, one thought of
vestal virgins, priestesses of obscure cults, and of the women who
figure in the fantastic stories of the Middle Ages. She was changed, and
the difficult element in the case was that she seemed to have changed
for the better. And suddenly the old familiar derisive smile broke, the
white teeth drew in the red lower lip, and she put her hand on my
shoulder. 'Come in,' she said in a low voice. 'I never really believed
you would come at all! And, Polly dear,' she added to the girl in the
carriage, 'won't you come up later and we'll go out--you know----' and
she waved her hand upward.
"'I'll come,' said Miss Sarafov with decision, and spoke rapidly to the
driver, who turned his horses round and began the descent to the _Via
Egnatia_.
"'So you have come at last,' said Captain Macedoine's daughter, as we
reached a small room opening on a balcony above. There was another small
room behind and this seemed to be the extent of her domain.
"'Yes,' I said, 'and now I am here, tell me what you think of it all.'
"'Think of what?' she demanded, sitting down near me.
"'Well,' I replied, 'of our relations chiefly. What am I supposed to be?
What do you want of me? You see,' I went on, slowly, 'I have thought a
great deal about you ever since you called me to London. A great deal, I
assure you. But I am not a very courageous person, my dear, and I am
afraid of my thoughts running away from me. I should not like you to
think me a fool, you know.'
"'I should never do that,' she remarked in a low murmur. 'You are my
true friend, I know.'
"'And what is a true friend to do for a girl in your position?' I asked,
bluntly, looking round the tiny chamber with its red and white tiled
floor and octagonal tables. She looked at me for a moment and then out
of the window, and sighed.
"'Aren't you happy here?' I asked. She continued to look out of the
window while she answered me.
"'Do you want me to be quite plain?' she enquired. 'Well, then, I will
tell you that except this,' and she made a gesture indicating her
surroundings, 'there is nothing for me to do. If I leave here where
shall I go? This is a funny place, I can tell you. And this won't last
forever, either, even if I wanted it to.'
"'But why can't you go and look after your father?' I asked, helplessly.
"'Because I told him a lot of lies about being married,' she said,
sharply, 'and I would rather die than tell him I'm somebody's keep.'
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