Bullying -- Fiction; Cowardice -- Fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Space ships -- Fiction; Torture -- Fiction
He stepped inside and closed the door firmly behind him, his eyes never
leaving me. When the door was firmly closed he said, "Sure, Art, old
boy." With those four words he took command of the situation. They had
been uttered so softly that they could not have sent a whisper over the
intercom even if it had been on. He walked toward me until he came to
the edge of the desk, then planting his fists on the desk top, he said,
"I've been wondering how long it would take for you to call me in for a
little talk." He exuded an aura of quiet contemptuous strength as his
eyes flicked over me in speculation.
"That's right," I said, hearing the nervous squeak in my voice, not
sure whether my comment had any relation to what he had said or not. "I
want to have a talk with you. Things can't go on the way they are!"
Resnick drew back in pretended surprise. "Why, I don't know what you
mean, _sir_," he said.
"You know perfectly well what I mean," I said, my voice breaking
completely. "This is my first command! My whole future hangs on it.
What satisfaction could you possibly get from ruining me?"
In that moment the past descended upon me completely. Once again I was
pleading for mercy where there was no mercy, hoping against hope before
those soft mad eyes, searching for something that could never be there.
"Why, _sir_," he said, mockingly, "I don't know what you mean at all.
Perhaps the stress of your new duties...?"
"How much would you take?" I blurted desperately. "How much, to lay off
of--David Markham--leave me alone...?"
"Birds of a feather, huh?" he said. His eyes became thoughtful. "Every
man has his price, I suppose...."
A surge of hope coursed through me. Maybe we could dicker. Maybe it
wouldn't cost as much as I was prepared to pay.
He scratched his chin slowly, then said, "Well--how about your salary
for this trip and five thousand dollars?" His thin lips flicked back in
a grin. "And a promise on your part that you will sign me on for the
next trip--or turn in your Captain's papers?"
The universe stood still as I saw ruin facing me. There was no way out.
No way out at all. I heard myself blurt, "Why? Why? WHY?"
He leaned over my desk slowly, his fists planted on it once again,
until his face was scant inches from mine. He whispered, "Because
you're yellow. That's why. You never had any business becoming a
captain." His hoarse, taunting whisper hung in the silence of the room
like the knell of doom.
There is a madness beyond madness, of that I am sure. I should have
been grovelling in fear, I should have been making a decision to step
into an airlock and eject myself into space, a suicide unable to live
longer with himself, because what he said was true and I knew it was
true beyond any shadow of doubt.
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