She did not go to the station to meet him and was not in the house
when he arrived. Even in the days that followed she saw little of
him, for he seemed to have pressing business which kept him either at
Steppe's office or Steppe's house. One night she went to dinner
there. It was a meal remarkable for one circumstance. Although
Sault was coming up for trial the following week, they did not speak
of him. It was as though he were already passed from the world. She
was tempted once to raise his name, but refrained. Discussion would
be profitless, for they would only expose the old platitudes and
present the conventional gestures.
In the car as they drove home the doctor was spuriously cheerful.
His lighter manner generally amused Beryl; now her suspicions were
aroused, for of late, her father's laborious good humor generally
preceded a request for some concession on her part.
It was not until she was saying good night that he revealed the
nature of his request.
"Don't you think it would be a good idea if you cut your engagement
as short as possible, dear?" he asked with an effort to appear
casual. "Steppe doesn't want a big wedding--one before the civil
authorities with a few close friends to lunch afterwards--"
"You mean he wants to marry at once?"
"Well--not at once, but--er--er--in a week or so. Personally, I
think it is an excellent scheme. Say in a month--"
"No, no!" she was vehement in her objection, "not in a month. I must
have more time. I'm very sorry, father, if I am upsetting your
plans."
"Not at all," said his lips. His face told another story.
Possibly Steppe had issued peremptory instructions. She was certain
that if she had accepted his views meekly, the doctor would have
named the date and the hour. Steppe may have expressed his desire,
also, that she should be married in gray. He was the sort of man who
would want his bride to wear gray.
Jan Steppe, for all his wealth and experience, retained in some
respects the character of his Boer ancestors. His dearest possession
was a large family Bible, crudely illustrated, and this he cherished
less for its message (printed in the _taal_) than for the family
records that covered four flyleaves inserted for the purpose. He
liked wax fruit under glass shades and there hung in his library
crayon enlargements of his parents, heavily framed in gold. He was a
member of the Dutch Reformed Church and maintained a pew in the kirk
at Heidelberg where he was born and christened. He believed in the
rights of husbands to exact implicit obedience from their wives. The
ultimate value of women was their prolificacy; he might forgive
unfaithfulness; sterility was an unpardonable offense. Springing, as
he did, from a race of cattle farmers, he thought of values in terms
of stock breeding.
Instinctively Beryl had discovered this: on this discovery her
repugnance was based, though she never realized the cause until long
afterwards.
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