In another room, Clea was sitting on a blue velvet hassock with her
hands tight in her lap. Then suddenly they flew apart like springs,
shook beside her head, and then clasped again. "Tomar," she said.
"Please, excuse me, but I'm upset. It was so strange. When I was dancing
with the King, he told me how he had dreamed of my brother this morning.
I didn't think anything of it. I thought it was just small talk. Then,
just after I changed partners for the third time, there I was, staring
into a face that I could have sworn was Jon's. And the man wasn't
dancing, either. He was just looking at me, very funny, and then he said
my name. Tomar, it was the same voice Jon used to use when I'd hurt
myself and he wanted to help. Oh, it couldn't have been him, because he
was too tall, and too gaunt, and the voice was just a little too deep.
But it was so much like what he might have been. That was when the King
made his announcement. I just turned and ran. The whole thing seemed
supernatural. Oh, don't worry, I'm not superstitious, but it unnerved
me. And that plus what you said this morning."
"What I said?" asked Tomar. He stood beside the hassock in the
blue-draped sitting room, his hands in his pockets, listening with
animal patience.
"About their drafting all the degree students into the war effort. Maybe
the war is good, but Tomar, I'm working on another project, and all at
once, the thing I want most in the world is to be left alone to work on
it. And I want you, and I want to have a picnic. I'm nearly at the
solution now, and to have to stop and work on bomb sightings and missile
trajectories ... Tomar, there's a beauty in abstract mathematics that
shouldn't have to be dulled with that sort of thing. Also, maybe you'll
go away, or I'll go away. That doesn't seem fair either. Tomar, have you
ever had things you wanted, had them in your hands, and suddenly have a
situation come up that made it look like they might fly out of your grip
forever?"
Tomar rubbed his hand across his brush-cut red hair and shook his head.
"There was a time once, when I wanted things. Like food, work, and a bed
where all four legs touched the ground. So I came to Toron. And I got
them. And I got you, and so I guess there isn't anything else to want,
or want that bad." He grinned, and the grin made her smile.
"I guess," she started, "... I guess it was just that he looked so much
like my brother."
"Clea," Tomar said. "About your brother. I wasn't going to tell you this
until later. Maybe I shouldn't say it now. But you were asking whether
or not they were going to draft prisoners into the army; and whether at
the end of their service, they'd be freed. Well, I did some checking.
They are going to, and I sent through a recommendation that they take
your brother among the first bunch. In three hours I got a memorandum
from the penal commissioner. Your brother's dead."
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