England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
He struck again, but the sticks clashed, and dropping his own, Bowden
lurched at his enemy’s throat. He had twice Steer’s strength and
bulk; half his lean quickness and sobriety. They swayed between the
beech trunks, now in shadow, now in moonlight which made their faces
livid, and showed the expression in their eyes, of men out to kill.
They struggled chest against chest, striving to throw each other;
with short hard gruntings. They reeled against a trunk, staggered and
unclinched, and stood, breathing hard, glaring at each other. All those
months of hatred looked out of their eyes, and their hands twitched
convulsively. Suddenly Steer went on his knees and gripping Bowden’s
legs strained at them, till the heavy unsteady bulk pitched forward
and fell over Steer’s back with stunning weight. They rolled on the
grass then, all mixed up, till they came apart, and sat facing each
other, dazed--Bowden from the drink shaken up within him, Steer from
the weight which had pitched upon his spine. They sat as if each knew
there was no hurry and they were there to finish this; watching each
other, bent a little forward, their legs stuck out in the moonlight,
their mouths open, breathing in hard gasps, ridiculous--to each other!
And suddenly the church bell began to toll. Its measured sound at first
reached only the surface of Bowden’s muddled brain, dully devising the
next attack; then slid into the chambers of his consciousness. Tolling?
Tolling? For whom? His hands fell by his sides. Impulse and inhibition,
action and superstition, revenge and mourning gripped each other
and rolled about within him. A long minute passed. The bell tolled
on. A whinny came from Steer’s lame mare outside the gate. Suddenly
Bowden staggered up, turned his back on his enemy, and, lurching in
the moonlight, walked down the field for home. The clover among the
wild grasses smelled sweet; he heard the sound of wheels--Steer had
started again! Let him go! ’Twasn’t no use--’twouldn’ bring Ned back!
He reached the yard door and stood leaning against it. Cold streaming
moonlight filled the air, covered the fields; the pollarded aspens
shivered above him; on the low rock-wall the striped roses were all
strangely coloured; and a moth went by brushing his cheek.
Bowden lowered his head, as if butting at the beauty of the night. The
bell had ceased to toll--no sound now but the shiver of the aspens,
and the murmur of a stream! ’Twas monstrous peaceful--surely!
And in Bowden something went out. He had not the heart to hate.
1921.
THE MAN WHO KEPT HIS FORM
In these days every landmark is like Alice’s
flamingo-croquet-mallet--when you refer to it, the creature curls
up into an interrogation mark and looks into your face; and every
cornerstone resembles her hedgehog-croquet-ball, which, just before you
can use it, gets up and walks away. The old flavours of life are out
of fashion, the old scents considered stale; ‘gentleman’ is a word to
sneer at, and ‘form’ a sign of idiocy.
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