England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
As I say, for me, Vaness, or rather his philosophy, _erat
demonstrandum_. I was myself in some philosophic distress just then.
The microbe of fatalism, already present in the brains of artists
before the war, had been considerably enlarged by that depressing
occurrence. Could a civilisation basing itself on the production of
material advantages do anything but ensure the desire for more and
more material advantages. Could it promote progress even of a material
character except in countries whose resources were still much in excess
of their populations? The war had seemed to me to show that mankind was
too combative an animal ever to recognise that the good of all was the
good of one. The coarse-fibred, pugnacious, and self-seeking would, I
had become sure, always carry too many guns for the refined and kindly.
In short, there was not enough altruism to go round--not half, not
a hundredth part enough. The simple heroism of mankind, disclosed or
rather accentuated by the war, seemed to afford no hope--it was so
exploitable by the rhinoceri and tigers of high life. The march of
science appeared on the whole to be carrying us backward, and I deeply
suspected that there had been ages when the populations of this earth,
though less numerous and comfortable, had been proportionately more
healthy than they were at present. As for religion, I had never had
the least faith in Providence rewarding the pitiable by giving them a
future life of bliss; the theory seemed to me illogical, for even more
pitiable in this life appeared to me the thick-skinned and successful,
and these, as we know in the saying about the camel and the needle’s
eye, are consigned wholesale to hell. Success, power, wealth--those
aims of profiteers and premiers, pedagogues and pandemoniacs, of all,
in fact, who could not see God in a dewdrop, hear Him in distant
goat-bells, and scent Him in a pepper-tree--had always appeared to me
akin to dry-rot. And yet every day one saw more distinctly that the
holders of the ‘power’ philosophy were the hub of a universe which,
with the approbation of the majority they represented, they were fast
making uninhabitable. It did not even seem of any use to help one’s
neighbours; all efforts at relief just gilded the pill and encouraged
our stubbornly contentious leaders to plunge us all into fresh
miseries. So I was searching right and left for something to believe
in, willing to accept even Rupert K. Vaness and his basking philosophy.
But, then, could a man bask his life right out? Could just looking at
fine pictures, tasting rare fruits and wines, the mere listening to
good music, the scent of azaleas and the best tobacco, above all the
society of pretty women, keep salt in my bread, an ideal in my brain?
Could they? That’s what I wanted to know.
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