England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“Think I don’t know what men are like? You can just go to your street
girl, if she’s so pretty!” She stood hard and stiff against the door,
with red spots in her cheeks. She almost made him feel a villain--such
conviction in her body.
“Alice! Good Lord! You must be crazy! I’ve done nothing!”
“But you’d like to. Go along! I don’t want you!”
The stabbing stare of her blue eyes, the muffled energy of her voice,
the bitterness about her mouth all made a fellow feel--well, that he
knew nothing about anything--coming from one’s wife like that! He
leaned back against the wall.
“Well, I’m damned!” was all he could get out.
“D’you mean to say she didn’t ask you?”
The insides of his hands grew wet. The girl’s card in his pocket!
“Well, if you like to be a cat I can’t help it. What d’you take me for?”
“Giving your own child’s money to a dirty slut! You owed it--that’s
what it was--or will be. Go on with you; don’t stand there!”
He had a nasty longing to smite her on the mouth--it looked so bitter.
“Well,” he said slowly, “now I understand.”
Yes, that was it--she was all of a piece with something, with that
police court, with the tone of the men’s voices, with something
unsparing, hard and righteous, which came down sharp on people.
“I thought--I think you might----” he stammered.
“Ugh!” The sound exasperated him so, that he turned to go downstairs.
“You whited sepulchre!”
The door clicked before he could answer the odd insult; he heard the
key turned. Idiotic! The little landing seemed too small to hold his
feelings. Would he ever have been such an ass as to say a word to
Alice, if he _had_ done it? Why! He had never even thought of doing
anything!
Giddy from chagrin he ran downstairs, and, clawing his straw hat from
the rack, went out. The streets were malodorous from London fug--fried
fish, petrol, hot dirty people; he strode along troubled, his eyes
very rueful. So this was what he was really married to--this--this! It
was like being married to that police court! It wasn’t human--no, it
wasn’t--to be so suspicious and virtuous as all that! What was the use
of being decent and straight, if this was all you got for it? Someone
touched him on the shoulder.
“Mister, you’ve been standing against something; you’re all white
behind--let me give you a brush.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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