England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
This was the secret of those absences which had left Cara so lonely.
They had become now the confirmed and constant habit of her father’s
life. And it would be vain to say that this had been done without
remark. While he was at home for a week or two only in a year no one
said anything about his frequent visits to the kind neighbour who was
not even a widow; but lately he had stayed longer when he came back to
the Square, sometimes remaining a month instead of a week, and now it
was understood that he had returned ‘for good.’ Both Mrs. Meredith and
Mr. Beresford had, it may be supposed, friends who took the
responsibility of their conduct, and thought it necessary to supervise
them in their innocent but unusual intimacy, and these excellent persons
were in the attitude of suspended judgment waiting to see what
difference Cara’s presence would make, and that of Oswald, in the one
house and the other. But it had not as yet made any very apparent
difference. At nine o’clock, or thereabouts, the door would shut in the
one house, and Cook and John would exchange glances; while in the other
the bell would tinkle, and the two maids, who divided John’s duties
between them, would say, ‘There is Mr. Beresford, as usual!’ and shrug
their shoulders. He came in, and they did not take the trouble now even
to announce the habitual visitor, who had his special chair and his
special corner, as if he belonged to the house. Sometimes the two
friends would talk long and much, sometimes they scarcely talked at all.
They knew each other like brother and sister, and yet there was between
them a delicate separation such as does not exist between relations. In
the warm room, softly lighted and friendly, the man who had been wounded
found a refuge which was more like the old blessedness of home than
anything else could be, and yet was not that blessedness. It did not
occur to him that because his daughter had come back to him he was to be
banished from this other shelter. Cara’s coming, indeed, had scarcely
been her father’s doing. Many discussions on the point had taken place
among all his friends, and Mrs. Meredith had been spurred up by
everybody to represent his duty to him. She had done it with a faint
sense in her mind that it would affect herself in some undesirable way,
and with a certainty that she was departing altogether from her usual
rule of argument with the personal wishes of her clients. Mr. Beresford
had no personal wish on the subject. He preferred rather that Cara
should stay where she was happy. ‘If she comes here what can I do for
her?’ he said. ‘My society is not what a girl will like. I cannot take
her to the dances and gaieties which will please her.’
‘Why not?’ Mrs. Meredith had said.
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