England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Why not!’ He was petrified by her want of perception. ‘What could I do
in such places? And she is happy where she is. She has women about her
who know how to manage her. Her coming would derange my life altogether.
You, who feel everybody’s difficulties, you must feel this. What am I to
do with a girl of seventeen? It would be wretched for her, and it could
not be any addition to my happiness.’
‘Don’t you think too much of that,’ said Mrs. Meredith, faltering; for
indeed this was not at all her way. And it was hard for her to go
against those feelings on the part of her companion which, on ordinary
occasions, she followed implicitly. Even for herself Cara’s presence
would complicate the relations generally; but when she saw her duty, she
did it, though with faltering. Everybody else had spurred and goaded her
up to this duty, and she would not shrink. ‘If you are going to settle,
you ought to have your child with you.’
‘That you should dwell like this upon abstract oughts!’ said Mr.
Beresford; ‘you, who are so full of understanding of personal
difficulties. It is not like you. If I feel that Cara is better where
she is--happier, more suitably cared for----’
‘Still, you know when the father is settled at home his only child
should be with him,’ Mrs. Meredith reiterated. She was faithful to her
_consigne_. If she did not see it, other people did for whom she was the
mouthpiece. But it will be perceived that those persons were right who
said she was not clever. When she was not following her favourite and
congenial pursuit of divining others and reflecting them in her own
person, she was reduced to this helpless play of reiteration, and stuck
to her one point till everybody was tired of it. Beresford was so
impatient that he got up from his chair and began to pace up and down
the room.
‘There is reason in all things,’ he said. ‘My house now is emphatically
a bachelor house, my servants suit me, my life is arranged as I like it,
or at least as I can support it best. Cara would make a revolution in
everything. What should I do with her? How should I amuse her? for, of
course, she would want amusement. And she is happy, quite happy, where
she is; nowhere could she be so well as she is now. My aunt and my
sister are wrapt up in her. Yes, yes, of course I am fond of my poor
little girl; but what could I do with her? You are always so
reasonable--but not here.’
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