England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Mrs. Beresford looked at the doctor with very keen, eager eyes--eyes
which had grown bigger and keener of late, perhaps from the failing of
the round, smooth outlines of the face. She noticed that, though Maxwell
saw very well that she was looking at him, he did not reply to those
looks, but rather turned to her husband and answered him, as if he had
not observed her at all.
‘I don’t mean to be at all disrespectful,’ he said; ‘there is a little
disturbance of the system, which might turn to something as serious as
you could desire, and take away the comfort of life perhaps more
completely than a regular disease; but I hope that is not likely to
happen here.’
‘No; I don’t think it,’ said the easy man. ‘We shall try Baden, which is
the prettiest--unless you prefer some other place; in short, we shall go
off without guide or compass, and do exactly what pleases ourselves. We
have done so, it must be allowed, pretty often before--but to do it with
the sanction of the faculty----’
‘And the child--as usual--will go to Sunninghill?’
‘Why should you say as usual, Mr. Maxwell?’ said Mrs. Beresford, with a
suspicion of offence. ‘Do you think I ought to take her with me? Do you
suppose, perhaps, that I might not come back again--that I might
never--see----’
‘This is so unnecessary,’ said the doctor, remonstrating. ‘What must I
say? I wish I was as certain of a thousand a year. You will come back
quite well, I hope.’
‘When people are very ill don’t you say much the same things to them?
There was poor Susan Maitland, whom you banished to Italy to die. People
talked of her coming back again. Oh, no! I am not thinking of myself,
but of the subject in general. One needed only to look in her face to
see that she would never come back.’
‘People have different ideas of their duty,’ said Maxwell. ‘Some think
it best not to frighten a patient with thoughts of death. I don’t know
that one can lay down any rule; one is guided by circumstances. To some
nervous people it is best not to say anything. Some are more frightened
than others--just as some people are more susceptible to pain than
others.’
‘Now I am going to ask you another question,’ said Mrs. Beresford.
‘Suppose you had a patient very ill--I mean hopelessly ill, beyond all
cure--do you think it is right to keep them alive as you do now,
struggling to the last, staving off every new attack that might carry
them off in quiet, fighting on and on to the last moment, and even
prolonging that, when it comes so far, with cordials and stimulants?
Keeping their breath in their poor, suffering bodies till you get to the
end of your resources--your dreadful, cruel resources, that is what I
call them. Do you think this is right? I had an aunt who died
dreadfully--of cancer----’
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