England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Agnes had been pleased with the expression, and so was he. ‘All of us or
any of us,’ he said to himself for the hundredth time as the train flew
over the rain-sodden country. He thought, with a thrill at his heart,
that her face would light up, as he had seen it do, and she would be
glad to see him. She would put into his that small hand, that seemed to
melt in his grasp like a flake of snow; and perhaps there would come
upon her cheek that faint crimson, which only things very pleasant
brought there--the reflection of a sweet excitement. What an era that
would be for Roger! he dreamt it out moment by moment, till he almost
felt that it had occurred. Sometimes a dream of the other kind would
start across him--a horrible fancy that he would find her happy among
others, making new friends, forgetting the old; but this was too painful
to be encouraged. He thought the train as slow as an old hackney coach,
when at last, after all these delays, he got away and found himself
actually on the road to London and to her, and thought of a story he had
heard of someone in hot haste, as he was, who had jumped out of his
carriage and pushed it on behind to arrive the sooner. Roger felt
disposed to do so, though his train was an express, and though he knew
he could not go to the Square that evening to see her. But he was so
much nearer her when he got to Notting Hill. She was on one side of the
Park and he on the other. Next day he would walk across, through all the
Sunday people, through the yellow fog, under the bare-branched trees,
and knock at her door. There was still a moment of suspense, still a
long wintry night--and then!
His aunt thought very well of the young man when he got to Notting Hill.
She was his mother’s sister, a widow, and without children, and Roger
had been named after her husband, the late Captain Brandon, whose
portrait hung over her mantelpiece, and whose memory was her pride. She
thought her nephew was like her side of the house, not ‘those
Burchells,’ and felt a thrill of pride as he came in, tall and strong,
in his red-brown hair and budding moustache, with a touch of autumn
colour about him in the heavy despondency of the November day.
‘What weather!’ she said, ‘what weather, Roger! I daresay it is a little
better in the country; but we have nothing else to expect in November,
when the wind blows up the smoke out of the city.’
Roger hastened to assure her that the country was a great deal worse,
that the river was like a big, dismal ditch, full of mists and rains,
and that town, with its cheerful lights and cheerful company, was the
only place. Aunt Mary let herself be persuaded. She gave him a nice
little dish of cutlets with his tea. She asked him questions about his
mother and sister, and whether his papa’s opinions were not getting
modified by experience and by the course of events.
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