England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Hasn’t he learnt to take warning by all this Romanising?’ she asked,
and shook her head at Roger’s doubtful reply. She differed so much in
ecclesiastical opinion from her brother-in-law, that she very seldom
went to the Rectory. But she was glad to hear all about her godchild,
little Mary, and how Philip was getting on at Cambridge. And how
pleasant it was to have someone to talk to, instead of sitting all alone
and melancholy, thinking, or reading the newspaper. She made much of
Roger, and told him he would always be welcome; he was to come as often
as he pleased.
‘I shall see her to-morrow,’ Roger said to himself, as he laid his head
upon his pillow. The thought did not stop him from sleeping; why should
it? but it suggested a string of dreams, some of which were terribly
tantalising. He was just putting out his hand to take hers, just about
to hear the answer to some momentous question, when he would wake
suddenly and lose it all; but still even the disappointment only
awakened him to the fact that he was to see her to-morrow; he was to see
her to-morrow; nay, to-day, though this yellow glimmer did not look much
like daylight. He got up the moment he was called, and dressed with
much pains and care--too much care. When his toilet was careless Roger
looked, as he was, a gentleman; but when he took extra pains, a Sunday
look crept about him, a certain stiffness, as of a man occupying clothes
to which he was unaccustomed. His frock-coat--it was his first--was
uglier and squarer than even frock-coats generally are, his hat looked
higher, his gloves a terrible bondage. Poor boy! but for Cara he never
would have had that frock-coat; thus to look our best we look our worst,
and evil becomes our good. But his aunt was much pleased with his
appearance when he went to church with her, and thought his dress just
what every gentleman ought to wear on Sunday.
‘But your gloves are too tight, my dear,’ she said.
Roger thought everything was tight, and was in twenty minds to abandon
his fine clothes and put on the rough morning suit he had come in; but
the frock-coat carried the day. He could not eat at Mrs. Brandon’s early
dinner. She was quite unhappy about him, and begged him not to stand on
ceremony, but to tell her frankly if it was not to his mind. ‘For if you
are going to spend your Sundays with me it is just as easy to buy one
thing as another,’ Aunt Mary said, good, kind, deceived woman. She was
very glad he should take a walk afterwards, hoping it would do him good.
‘And I think perhaps I had better call at the Square and see Miss
Beresford. Her aunt is sure to ask me when I see her,’ he said.
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