England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Do, my dear,’ said the unsuspecting woman. And he set off across the
park. It was damp enough and foggy enough to quench any man’s courage.
The Sunday people, who were out in spite of all disadvantages, were
blue, half with the cold and half with the colour of the pitiless day. A
few old ladies in close broughams took their constitutional drive slowly
round and round. What pleasure could they find in it? still, as it is
the ordinance of heaven that there should be old ladies as well as young
men of twenty, it was a good thing they had comfortable broughams to
drive about in; and they had been young in their time, Roger supposed,
feeling it hard upon everybody not to have the expectations, the hopes,
that made his own heart beat. How it beat and thumped against his
breast! He was almost sorry, though he was glad, when the walk was over
and the tall roofs of the houses in the Square overshadowed him. His
heart jumped higher still, though he thought it had been incapable of
more, when he got to the house. ‘Doors where my heart was used to beat.’
He did not know any poetry to speak of, and these words did not come to
him. He felt that she must be glad to see him, this dull, damp Sunday
afternoon, the very time when heaven and earth stood still, when there
was nothing to amuse or occupy the languid mind. No doubt she and her
father would be sitting together, suppressing two mutual yawns, reading
two dull books; or, oh, blessed chance! perhaps her father would have
retired to his library, and Cara would be alone. He pictured this to
himself--a silent room, a Sunday solitude, a little drooping figure by
the chimney-corner, brightening up at sight of a well-known face--when
the drawing-room door opened before him, and his dream exploded like a
bubble, and with a shock of self-derision and disappointment more bitter
than honest Roger had ever felt in all his simple life before. There
were several people in the room, but naturally Roger’s glance sought out
the only one he was interested in, the only one he knew in the little
company. She was standing in front of one of the windows, the pale
wintry light behind making a silhouette of her pretty figure, and the
fine lines of her profile; but curiously enough, it was not she, after
the first glance, who attracted Roger’s gaze, but the other figure which
stood beside her, close to her, young, and friendly, in all the
confidence of intimacy. It was Oswald Meredith who was holding a book in
which he was showing Cara something--she, holding the corner of it with
one hand, drew it down to her level, and with a raised finger of the
other seemed to check what he was saying. They made the prettiest group;
another young man, sitting at the table, gazing at the pair, thought so
too, with an envious sentiment, not so strong or so bitter as Roger’s,
but enough to swear by. Oswald had all the luck, this young fellow was
saying to himself: little Cara, too! Behind was Mrs. Meredith, sitting
by the fire, and Mr.
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