England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Wait till you see them,’ he said, with a laugh. ‘My dear little Cara,
there is a great difference always between out-and-out professionals
and--other people. A man may indulge in as much literature as he
pleases, and it does him no harm--indeed, it may chance to do him a
little good. But the people who have nothing but literature to stand
upon, that’s a different thing altogether; they are generally people who
are out of society. Ned, what are you going to do this morning? You
don’t mean to say you are wasting your time like an ordinary mortal? You
were supposed to have gone to Westminster Hall, or the British Museum,
or at the very least, the London Library. See how cheaply some people
get a character for virtue! and all the time, Cara, he was amusing
himself and talking to you.’
‘I am going to work now,’ said Edward. ‘Remember, this is the first
chance I have had of seeing Cara. You are not to sit and think,’ he said
softly, taking her hand. ‘Go to my mother, will you, Cara? Do not stay
all the long morning here.’
‘I shall not be--dull,’ she said, in the same tone, with a grateful,
friendly look, which went to Edward’s heart. He was comforted, though he
had to go away and leave the field clear for his brother, and did so
without even the half-painful, half-compunctious feeling as of a grudge
which he was ashamed of, which generally moved him when Oswald was
concerned. Why should he entertain any grudge at his brother’s success?
If Oswald was not more agreeable, more bright, more winning than
himself, he would not be more popular. But, more than all these
reasonings, with which he was familiar, Edward felt the consolation of
those discriminating words by which Cara had indicated the difference
between himself and his brother--he, who made her talk; Oswald, who
talked of himself. This kept him warm all the way to Westminster Hall,
or wherever else it was that he went to pursue his studies for the
future government of India; but perhaps the way in which he had occupied
the first hours of the morning did not make his mind more clear for this
much more important subject of thought.
‘It is well that there should be one hard-working fellow in the family,’
said Oswald, as the door closed, ‘for the family’s sake; and then it is
astonishing what a zest it gives to one’s own leisure--like--I suppose I
must not quote Latin to you, Cara--like seeing a ship pitching and
tossing at sea when one is safe on shore.’
‘How can you say so! how dare you say so!’ cried Cara, with flashing
eyes. ‘Oh, what is the good of your poetry and stuff if it only makes
you enjoy the sight of another person working--doing what you ought to
have done! Is that all the good it is? It ought to be something pure,
something noble, something to make your heart rise----’
‘Why, Cara!’ cried Oswald, aghast, yet half-laughing. ‘Poetry and stuff!
is it you who are speaking, or someone else? This is quite a new
outbreak for you.’
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