England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘I did not mean that,’ cried Cara, with the hot blush of youthful shame;
‘still, if poetry does not make you more--a man--does not make you
stronger and better, and more noble and true----’
‘My dear little girl! Poetry is not morals and the Ten Commandments. You
have got confused in your reasonings. Come, never mind scolding me,
Cara. Listen to this. Your little temper has been put out with your bear
last night, and Ned’s gravities this morning. You want me to smooth you
down again. And I don’t like to be scolded. It answers with coarser
natures, but I am too sensitive. I want the warm atmosphere of
commendation to bring me out. Ask my mother if it has not been ever thus
from childhood’s hour. Ned can stand it. You may scold him for his good
as much as you please--he will like it; but come here, Cara mia. Listen
to this----’
‘Oh, Oswald!’
‘Don’t scold me, Cara! Look here. I am just going to send it off to the
_Piccadilly_. I shall not be half so sure of it unless my little critic
approves. Come, you are not going to be hardhearted. I do want so very
much to hear what you think of this.’
He held out the dainty little manuscript, set forth in those irregular
lines which are dear to youth. And Cara could not help feeling the
pleasure and the grandeur of being his critic, and of hearing the poem
read by its author, which was going to be printed, and to live for ever.
It glanced across her mind how when Oswald was a great poet, as great as
Tennyson or Browning, people would tell how he used to go and read his
young verses to a girl whom he had known when he was a child; and this
little scene arranged itself historically in her mind as a scene which
would make the hearts of other girls beat with secret envy of her, the
confidant of a poet. Thus Cara was mollified and yielded, and criticised
only the verses, not the poet. Indeed, her criticism of the verses was
of the mildest description, just enough to give zest to her almost
unbounded praise. And the poet enjoyed himself greatly reading those
innocent lines--which were quite innocent, if somewhat insipid--seeing
her absorbed face and soft eyes full of attention, and delighting
himself in the melody he had made. How wonderful is this appetite of
youth for mere rhyme! Cara listened to each line chiming with the other
in a trance of attention. It was as sweet to her as if it had been the
truest music, and charmed her very soul.
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