England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘So you did not think me very, very nice, Cara? I flattered myself you
did like me. For my part, I never criticised you, or thought anything
wanting. You were Cara--that was enough for me. I should have liked to
think that simply because I was Oswald----’
‘So it was! If I had not liked you because you were Oswald, should I
ever have ventured to say _that_ to you?’ asked Cara, with a little
indignation. ‘But you may be very fond of people, and yet see that
something would make them still nicer. How happy your mother will
be--and Edward----’
‘Edward may go to Jericho!’ said Oswald, with some indignation. ‘What
right has he to set himself up as a judge of his elder brother? I can
see with the back of my head that he is watching us now, and furious
because I am talking to you. You are too gentle, Cara, and have too much
consideration for him. A boy like that should be kept in his place--not
but that he’s a very good fellow when you don’t bring him forward too
much. I wrote a little thing last night that I want to read to you.
Shall you be alone at twelve to-morrow if I come in? Do something with
Aunt Cherry; send her out shopping--all ladies from the country have
shopping to do; or to her dentist, if that is what she has come to town
for, poor dear old soul. But anyhow be alone, Cara, to-morrow. I want
your opinion of my last poem. The subject is a face that I met by
accident in the street--a complete Perugino, as if it had stepped out of
a picture; though I don’t know which it resembles most--one of the
angels in that great picture in the Louvre, or a Madonna somewhere
else--but such colour and such sentiment! I want to read them to you,
and to hear what you think.’
‘Yes, Oswald; but tell me about this other thing, this change in your
mind.’
‘It is all the same thing; my heart is full of it. You think me
mysterious; but I can’t talk freely to-night with all these people so
close round us. Listen, Cara,’ he said, approaching his face
close to hers, and speaking in a half-whisper of profoundest
confidentialness--‘Listen, I want your sympathy. I think I have arrived
at a crisis in my life.’
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