England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
All this happened because Oswald Meredith, having arrived, as he said,
at a crisis in his life, and being one of the people to whom a
confidante is needful, had chosen to elect Cara, with whom up to the
time of meeting his Perugino Agnes he had been half in love, to that
office--so easily are people deceived--not a soul in the room could have
believed it possible that the love which he was whispering in Cara’s ear
was love for somebody else; nor indeed, so limited were the
communications which were possible with so many people close about them,
had Cara herself any clear idea on the subject. That he had something to
tell her was certain, and she had almost pledged herself to get Aunt
Cherry out of the way, and see him alone next day, to receive his
confidence. And no fluttering of Cara’s heart, no reluctance to give
this promise, or excitement about the explanation, complicated the
matter as far as she was concerned. The two who gave rise to all these
speculations--to the misery in Edward’s heart, and the joy in Miss
Cherry’s--were the two calmest people in the room, and the least
occupied by this interview which had made them the observed of all
observers. After a while, Mrs. Meredith called to Cara (with a little
compunction at disturbing Oswald in his happiness; but for the moment
that very evident exhibition of it had lasted long enough, the kind
mother thought) and made her come out of her corner and sing. And Oswald
went with her to the piano, where the lights were dim as usual, and
where her sweet floating young voice rose up, not too loud nor too much
in the centre of everything, the very luxury of drawing-room
performances. The elder people might talk if they were so disposed
without disturbing the singer, or might stop and listen when a high pure
tone floated upward like a bird into the skies, and enjoy the momentary
ecstasy of it without formal attention to every bar. She sang, ‘If he
upbraid’ and ‘Bid me discourse,’ those twin melodies; and those flowing
fragments of the divine Ariel, which seem to breathe fragrance as well
as sweetness to the ear. Miss Cherry knew the songs by heart; had she
not played the accompaniments till her fingers ached, and ‘practised’
them over and over, till the young voice got familiar with them to that
height of delicious perfection? But she sat and listened now as if she
had never heard them before--asking herself was there not a sweeter,
more exquisite tone, born of love and happiness, in Cara’s voice. As for
Edward, poor fellow, he never budged from his seat, and never put down
his book--of which, however, he had not read a line. She was Oswald’s
now and not his. He did not know why it was that this disappointment,
this desertion gave him so deep a pang; for he had not been thinking
about love, nor had he any experience in it. One more had gone over to
Oswald’s side; but somehow the whole world on Edward’s did not feel as
if it could balance that one. Why should he listen to those notes that
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