England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
As for Miss Cherry, she was at the opposite point of the compass. She
forgot her terrors, forgot her troubles, in pleasure at that most
consoling of sights. Her gentle soul floated in a very sea of soft
reflected happiness. Never to her had come that delight of youth. Dreams
had been her portion all her life; perhaps disappointment, perhaps only
the visionary suspense of waiting for something which never came; but to
see before her eyes her dearest child reaping the harvest of her own
silent wishes! Was not that almost a better portion than being happy in
her own person? Cherry forgot to talk, and made only a rambling reply
when addressed, so much was her heart absorbed in the ‘young people.’
She thought that now surely Cara would tell her, and that she would take
the child into her arms and cry over her, and rejoice in her. Better
than happiness of her own! Her own happiness (Miss Cherry reflected),
had she got it, would have been half worn out by this time--waning,
perhaps faded by time. Whereas, the deferred blessedness which Cara
would enjoy instead of her would be fresh as any flower, and fill all
hearts with joy. She sat at the corner of the fire opposite, saying ‘God
bless them,’ over and over, and working out in her mind all kinds of
calculations about money, and how much they would begin on, and where
they should live. For Miss Cherry was resolved that Cara should not be
balked of her happiness. On that point she would be firm as a rock. If
the young man had not very much, what did that matter so long as they
loved each other, and Cara had plenty? And Cara should have plenty,
however anyone might oppose or obstruct. God bless them! All the
happiness that should have been hers, and their own in addition--that
was what she wished for this happy, happy, happy pair; and so sat there,
taking no share in the conversation, making answers so far from the mark
that lively old Mr. Sommerville set her down as a very stupid person,
and even Mrs. Meredith, who was kind in her judgment of everybody, could
not help thinking that Cherry had grown duller with years.
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