England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Stop a little; we are going too fast,’ he said, with a smile, so
entirely did the argument beguile him. ‘No one is justified in treating
unhappiness like a mortal disease; unhappiness may pass away--does pass
away, we all know, even when it seems worst. I cannot allow that;
neither would I let people judge which lives were useless, their own or
other people’s; but illness which was beyond the possibility of cure
might be different; therefore, if the patient wished it, his wish, I
think, should be law---- Annie, my darling! what is this? what do you
mean?’
She had suddenly risen from where she was sitting near him, and thrown
herself half at his feet, halt into his arms.
‘Only this,’ she said; ‘promise me--promise me, James! if this should
ever happen to me--if you had the assurance, not only from me, but
from--the people who know--that I had a terrible complaint, that I could
never get better; promise that you would put me out of my pain, James.
Promise that you would give me something to deliver me. You would not
stand by and see me going down, down into the valley of death, into
misery and weariness and constant pain, and, O God! loathsomeness,
James!’
She buried her head in his breast, clinging to him with a grasp which
was almost fierce; her very fingers which held him, appealing
strenuously, forcing a consent from him. What could he say? He was too
much distressed and horrified to know how to shape his answer. Fond
words, caresses, soothings of every kind were all in vain for use at
such a moment. ‘Far be it from you, my darling; far be it from you,’ he
cried. ‘You! oh, how can you let your imagination cheat you so, my love!
Nothing like this is going to happen, my Annie, my best, my dearest----
’
‘Ah!’ she cried; ‘but if it were not imagination!--promise me, James.’
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