England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
He was delighted with the mistake which mystified everybody, and
awakened envies, and regrets, and congratulations, which were all in
their different ways tributes to his importance. And no doubt the
mistake might be turned into reality at any moment should he decide that
this would be desirable. He had only to ask Cara, he felt, and she would
be as pleased as the others; and, indeed, under the influence of a
suggestion which made him feel his own importance so delightfully,
Oswald was not at all sure that this was not the best thing, and the
evident conclusion of the whole. But in the meantime he let his mind
float away upon other fancies. _Her!_ how little they knew who She was
whom they thus ignorantly discussed. When he had got into the sanctuary
of smoke, at which Mrs. Meredith shook her head, but which she had
carefully prepared for her boys all the same, Oswald lit the other cigar
which he had invited his brother to accompany, and sat down with that
smile still upon his face, to enjoy it and his fancies. He laid his hand
indolently upon a book, but his own musings were at the moment more
amusing, more pleasantly exciting than any novel. The situation pleased
and stimulated his fancy in every way. The demure little school
procession, the meek young conventual beauty, so subdued and soft, yet
with sparkles responsive to be struck out of her, half-frightened, yet
at the same time elevated above all the temptations that might have
assailed other girls--it was scarcely possible to realise anything more
captivating to the imagination. He sat and dreamed over it all till the
small hours after midnight sounded one by one, and his fire went out,
and he began to feel chilly; upon which argument Oswald, still smiling
to himself, went to bed, well pleased with his fancies as with
everything else belonging to him; and all the better pleased that he
felt conscious of having roused a considerable deal of excitement and
emotion, and of having, without any decided intention on his own part,
delightfully taken in everybody, which delighted the schoolboy part of
his nature. To be so clever as he was conscious of being, and a poet,
and a great many other fine things, it was astonishing how much of the
schoolboy was still in him. But yet he had no compunction as he went up
the long staircase: he had not finished, nor indeed made the least
advance with his poem.
From old Pietro’s canvas freshly sprung
Fair face!----
This beginning was what he liked best.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account