England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
He made a gesture of impatience, stopping further explanation, and again
for two minutes, which looked like an hour, the two men sat silent
together, not, it may be supposed, with any increase of friendliness
towards each other in their thoughts. Perhaps, however, it was only on
the side of the reproved that this feeling was really strong. The
reprover was compunctious and eager to do anything he could to
conciliate. He kept a furtive watch upon his victim as he scribbled.
Beresford had retreated within that most invulnerable of all
fortresses--silence, and sat, still biting his nails, staring into the
vacant air, neither by word nor look making any communication of his
thoughts. Nothing is more difficult than to maintain a silence like
this; the least absorbed of the two engaged in the passage of arms comes
to feel after a time that he must speak or die--and what to say? More
upon the same subject might lessen the impression already made, and to
introduce another subject would be impossible. When the pause had lasted
as long as possibility permitted, Maxwell got up, put the pen slowly
back in the tray from which it had strayed, tossed the piece of paper he
had been scribbling upon into the waste-basket, gathered up his gloves,
his stick, his hat. Nothing could be more slow and hesitating than all
these preparations for departure, which were somewhat ostentatious at
the same time, by way of calling the attention of Beresford, and perhaps
drawing forth something more. ‘I must be going,’ he said at last,
holding out his hand. ‘I hope you won’t think me--unfriendly, Beresford,
in anything I have said.’
‘Good morning,’ said the other, sullenly; then he made a visible effort
to command himself and rose up, but slowly, putting out his hand. ‘Very
likely not,’ he said. ‘I don’t say it was unfriendly. You would not have
taken such a disagreeable office on yourself if you had meant
unkindness, No; I suppose I should thank you, but it is rather hard to
do it. Good-by.’
There was no more said. Maxwell went away, not feeling very victorious
or proud of himself. Was not he a fool to have undertaken it in order to
prevent scandal, he said to himself, in order to save a woman from
annoyance, in order to help James Beresford out of trouble--a man whom
he had liked, and from whom he had been estranged? What business had he
to meddle with other people’s business? This, I fear, was his
reflection, as it has been the reflection of so many who have strained a
point to aid a friend, and whose self-denial has not been appreciated.
‘Catch me doing such a foolish thing again,’ he said to himself.
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