England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
They entirely carried out the intentions of Sister Mary Jane, and left
her not a moment for thought, until she got to her recess in the
dormitory. And then, after the whisperings were all hushed, and the
lights extinguished, Agnes was too tired for anything but sleep--a
result of occupation which the wise Sister was well aware of too.
Indeed, everything turned out so well in the case of this young
penitent, that Sister Mary Jane deemed it advisable not to interfere
with the visits to the hospital. If she surmounted temptation, why, then
she was safe; if not, other steps must be taken. Anyhow, it was well
that her highly-wrought feelings and desire of excellence should be put
to the test; and as Agnes was not even a Postulant, but still in ‘the
world,’ an unwise backsliding of this kind was less important. No real
harm could come to her. Nevertheless, Sister Mary Jane watched her slim
figure disappear along the street from her window with unusual interest.
Was it mere interest in little Emmy that had made the girl so anxious to
go, or was she eager to encounter the test and try her own strength? Or
was there still another reason, a wish more weak, more human, more
girlish? Agnes walked on very quickly, pleased to find herself at
liberty. She was proud of the little patient, whose small face
brightened with delight at the sight of her. And she did not like the
sensation of being shut up out of danger, and saved arbitrarily from
temptation. Her heart rose with determination to keep her own pure ideal
path, whatever solicitations or blandishments might assail her. And
indeed, to Agnes, as to a knight of romance, it is not to be denied that
‘the danger’s self was lure alone.’
CHAPTER XXVIII.
THE FIRESIDE.
It is very hard to be obliged to alter our relationships with our
friends, and still more hard to alter the habits which have shaped our
lives. Mr. Beresford, when he was forbidden to continue his visits to
his neighbour, was like a man stranded, not knowing what to make of
himself. When the evening came he went to his library as usual, and made
an attempt to settle to his work, as he called it. But long before the
hour at which with placid regularity he had been used to go to Mrs.
Meredith’s he got uneasy. Knowing that his happy habit was to be
disturbed, he was restless and uncomfortable even before the habitual
moment came. He could not read, he could not write--how was he to spend
the slowing-moving moments, and how to account to her for the
disturbance of the usual routine? Should he write and tell her that he
was going out, that he had received a sudden invitation or a sudden
commission. When he was debating this question in his mind, Edward came
in with a very grave face to say that his mother was ill and unable to
see anyone.
‘She said you had better be told,’ said Edward; ‘she has gone to her
room. She has a--headache. She cannot see anyone to-night.’
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