England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Aunt Cherry!’ cried the girl, blushing all over with the hot, sudden,
overwhelming blush of her years, and then Cara threw a glance at Edward,
seeking sympathy and implying horror at this matter-of-fact view, and
caught his eye and blushed all the more; while Edward blushed too, he
knew not why. This glance of mutual understanding silenced them both,
though neither knew what electric spark had passed between them. Cara in
her confusion edged her chair a little further off, and Edward returned
to his book. It was an interruption to the delicious calm of the
evening. And Miss Cherry began to look at her watch and wonder audibly
to find that it was so late. ‘Past ten o’clock! almost time for bed. I
thought it was only about eight. Are you really going, Edward? I am sure
we are very much obliged--the evening has passed so quickly. And I hope
your mamma will be better to-morrow. Tell her how very very sorry we
are, and give her my love.’
Edward went away with his heart beating loud. To think that the rightful
enjoyment of all this belonged not to himself, but to Oswald, who was
out dining, perhaps flirting somewhere, caring so little about it. Was
it always so in this world--what a man most wanted he never got, but
that which he prized little was flung to him like a crust to a dog? How
strange it was! Edward did not go in, but lit a pensive cigar, and paced
up and down the Square, watching the lights rise into the higher
windows. He knew which was Cara’s, and watched the lighting of the
candles on the table, which he could guess by the faint brightening
which showed outside. What was she thinking of? Perhaps of Oswald,
wondering why he had not come; perhaps kindly of himself as of a
brother, in whose affection she would trust. Yes! said Edward to
himself, with pathetic enthusiasm; she should always be able to trust in
his affection. If Oswald proved but a cool lover, a cooler husband,
Edward would never fail her as a brother. She should never find out that
any other thought had ever entered his mind. She should learn that he
was always at her command, faithful to any wish of hers; but then he
recollected, poor fellow, that he was going to India, in Oswald’s place,
who would not go. How could he serve her--how could he be of use to her
then?
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