England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘I am not so silly as you think me, my dear,’ said Miss Cherry, half
offended, ‘I know the meaning of words. Yes, there are reasons. He is
not so happy as he thought he might be. No, my darling, I don’t think
you are to blame. He does not blame you; he only says it is not
possible. If you could get him to move perhaps to another house--but not
here: he could not possibly stay here.’
Now it was Cara’s turn to grow pale and Edward’s to grow red. She looked
at him again with a wondering, questioning glance, but he did not reply.
‘I hope it has nothing to do with the folly of any busybody--making
mischief between him and his friends,’ Edward said, with indignation.
‘Mr. Beresford ought to have some philosophy--he ought not to mind.’
‘Ah--he might not mind for himself--but when others are concerned,’ said
Miss Cherry, mysteriously. ‘But so it is, my dear, Whether we approve or
not. I meant to have gone back to poor dear Aunt Charity, but now I am
to stay on to shut up the house and settle everything. It is an ill wind
that blows nobody good,’ she added, with a smile; ‘we shall have you
back again, Cara; and that will be like the spring to the flowers. We
gave you up without grumbling--but it is not in nature that we should
not be glad to have you back.’
This gentle piece of self-congratulation was all, however, that was
said. Cara had grown quite still and pale. She turned her eyes to Edward
once more, and looked at him with a sort of woeful appeal that made his
heart beat. ‘This is dreadful news,’ he said, with his voice trembling;
and then, true to his brotherly generosity, added as steadily as he
could, ‘It will be dreadful news for poor Oswald.’ Cara clasped her
hands together in a kind of mute prayer.
‘Do you think nothing can be done?’ she said.
Now it was Miss Cherry’s turn to feel a little, a very little wounded.
‘You have soon forgotten your old home,’ she said. ‘I thought, though
you might be sorry, you would be glad too--to get home.’
‘It is not that,’ said Cara, with tears in her voice. What a break was
this of the calm happiness of the evening, the pleasure of being
together, the charm of the poetry, all those ‘influences of soul and
sense’ that had been stealing into the girl’s innocent soul and
transforming her unawares! No doubt she might have outlived it all and
learnt to look back upon that first shock with a smile--but nevertheless
it was the first shock, and at the moment it was overwhelming. She
looked at Edward again amazed, appealing to him, asking his sympathy;
ought he to thrust in Oswald between them once more? Between love and
honour the young man did not know what to do or say. His heart was wrung
with the thought of parting, but it was not to him the same shock and
unforeseen, unbelievable calamity--under which she turned appealing to
earth and heaven.
‘And I am going to India,’ he said, with a kind of despairing smile and
quivering lips.
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