England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The elder pair on the other side of the wall were not moved by these
ineffable visionary pangs. They did not stand aghast at the strange
thought that their happiness was being interfered with, that heaven and
earth had ceased to favour them--nor did they think that everything was
over and life must come to a standstill. Their feelings were less full
of the rapture of anguish; yet perhaps the heavy oppression of pain that
troubled them was more bitter in its way. They knew very well that life
would go on just as before, and nothing dreadful happen. They would only
miss each other--miss the kind look and kind word, and simple daily
consolation and quiet confidence each in the other. Nobody else could
give them that rest and mutual support which they were thus forced to
give up without cause. It was a trouble much less to be understood by
the common eye, and appealing a great deal less to the heart than those
pangs of youth which we have all felt more or less, and can all
sympathise with--but it was not a less real trouble. After the interval
of silence which neither of them broke, because neither of them had
anything to say, James Beresford sank upon his knees and took her hands
into his--not in any attitude of sentimental devotion, but only to
approach her as she sat there. They looked at each other through tears
which to each half blurred the kind countenance which was the
friendliest on earth. Then he kissed the hands he held one after the
other. ‘God bless you,’ she sobbed, her tears falling upon his sleeve.
Why was it? Why was it? yet it had to be. And then they parted; he going
back to his gloomy library, she sitting still where he had left her in
her lonely drawing-room, wiping away the tears, few but bitter, which
this unlooked-for parting had brought to her eyes. They would not
complain nor resist--nor even say what the separation cost them--but the
young ones would cry out to heaven and earth, sure at least of pity,
and perhaps of succour. That made all the difference. While her father
came in with his latch-key, and shut his door, shutting himself up with
his thoughts, Cara was lifting the mute anguish of her sweet eyes to
Edward, disturbing his very soul, poor fellow, with the question,
whether it was only his sympathy she asked as a spectator of her misery
in parting with his brother, whether it was---- When he said that about
going to India, with that tremulous smile and attempt to mock at his own
pain, the tears fell suddenly in a little shower, and a sob came from
Cara’s oppressed bosom. For whom? Such distracting tumults of excitement
do not rise in the maturer being--he was almost out of himself with
wonder and anxiety, and hope and dread, dismay and terror. Was it for
Oswald? Was it only his sympathy she asked for--was it but a pang of
sisterly pity intensified by her own suffering, that she gave to him?
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