England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘My father is dead in India,’ said Oswald. ‘You may fancy how hard it is
upon us to hear of it without any details, without knowing who was with
him, or if he was properly cared for. I have not had time for anything
since but to attend upon my mother, and see to what had to be done.’
He felt that this was a quite correct, description; for had he not
sacrificed the last hospital day to the shock of the news, if not to the
service of his mother; and there had been things to do, hatbands, &c.,
which had kept him occupied.
‘I am very sorry,’ said Agnes, with downcast eyes.
‘You who are so tender and sympathetic, I knew you would feel for--my
mother,’ said Oswald; upon which name the girl looked up at him again.
To feel for his mother--surely there could not be anything more natural,
more right, than this.
‘You would like my mother--everyone does. It is amusing the way in which
people run after her. Not that there is any room for amusement in our
mournful house at present,’ said Oswald, correcting himself. ‘This is
the first day the sun has seemed to shine or the skies to be blue since
I saw you last.’
‘I am very sorry,’ said Agnes again; and then, after a pause, she added
nervously, ‘It is not that I think anything--and, oh, I hope you will
not be vexed now that you are in trouble!--but you must not come with
me. The Sister thinks it is not right, and neither do I.’
‘Not right!’ said Oswald, with an ingenuous look of surprise.
Agnes was driven to her wit’s end. ‘I do not want to seem absurd,’ she
said, trembling, ‘and indeed there is no need for explanation. Please,
you must not wait for me at the hospital, or walk back with me any
more.’
‘Alas! have we not been planning to send little Emmy away? That means
that I shall not have the chance, and that the brightest chapter in my
life is almost over. Must it be over? You don’t know what it has been to
me. You have made me think as I never thought before. Will you abandon
me now, just when I feel on the threshold of something better?’
‘You must not talk so,’ said Agnes, roused to something like anger. ‘You
know very well that, meeting me as you have done, it is wrong; it is not
the part of a gentleman to talk so.’
‘Is it not the part of a gentleman to admire, to reverence--to love?’
Oswald said the last words almost under his breath, and yet she heard
them, notwithstanding the noises in the street.
‘Mr. Meredith!’ She gave him an indignant look, but it ended in a blush,
which ran like a warm suffusion all over her, and checked further words
on her lips.
‘I know your name, too,’ he said. ‘And it is not love only, but
reverence, that is in my heart. Oh, Agnes! don’t turn me away! May not
my mother come, when she is well enough to go anywhere, and plead my
cause? She might speak if I may not.’
‘Oh, go away, please, go away,’ said Agnes, in distress. ‘We are almost
at the House again.’
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