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itself, and more sweet than dreams, brought a film over her soft eyes.
It was only a second-class carriage on a dusty railway, but one wonders
if in any human paradise ever dreamt by poets there could be anything
more sweet.
In the same train there was another traveller by no means sharing in
this soft trance of enchantment. Oswald, you may be sure, was travelling
first-class. His morning dress had all the easy perfection which belongs
to an English gentleman’s morning toilette; he was the very
impersonation of that simple luxury which pleases our insular vanity,
which costs the utmost possible with the least possible show. And he was
delighted with his adventure, with his own cleverness in bringing this
adventure to so prosperous a point, with the chance of seeing Agnes and
having her to himself; but anxious, and turning over a hundred plans in
his mind as to how he was to manage it all.
Limpet Bay was a very small place on the banks of the Thames, just where
the river becomes sea, and had to be reached by a branch from a
junction whence trains only went at very awkward hours. This was why it
had been necessary to start so early. The question was where and how he
was to show himself, so as not to alarm too much the shy object of his
pursuit, and at the same time to take full advantage of this propitious
moment. Oswald’s mind was busy with this subject all the way to the
junction. He had no time for the dreams which wrapped Agnes in a
delicious stillness of thought; he had to debate this important question
with himself. If he showed at once, she might think it right to shut
herself up in the Sanatorium until the time came for her return. Even if
she did so he had still all the chances of the journey in his favour,
but these were limited, and subject to interruption; whereas, if he kept
concealed, who could doubt that Agnes would stray out upon the sands, or
to the little pier, or about the low rocks on the beach to taste the
salt breezes coming strong and cheery over the sea? He resolved at last
to deny himself, and trust to this after certainty, notwithstanding that
the temptations to premature self-discovery were strong. Fortunately the
carriages in which they were seated went through, and there was no
change made at the junction, which must have betrayed him; and there he
sat, his heart beating, his mind exhilarated and in lively action,
pleased with himself and his plans and his prospects, as well as
delighted with the thought of so soon meeting her. It was an emotion
altogether different from that of Agnes--less poetical, less spiritual,
less entrancing. He knew what he wanted, and would in all probability
get it; but what she wanted was that vague infinite which no soul ever
gets, in this universe at least. To him the moments when he should have
met her, when he should have persuaded her into saying anything or
everything that a shy maiden could say, when he should carry her off
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