England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘I believe he meant it for the best. She was mad about having something
given to her to put her out of her misery, as soon as we knew that she
was past hope. Mrs. Meredith, I feel bound to tell you--when you know
you can judge for yourself. He must have given her something that day
after the consultation. It is no use mincing words--he must have given
her--her death.’
‘Doctor! do you know what you are saying?’ She rose up from her
chair--then sank back in it looking as if she were about to faint.
‘I know too well what I am saying. I huddled it up that there might be
no inquiry. I don’t doubt she insisted upon it, and I don’t blame him.
No, I should not have had the courage to do it, but I don’t blame
him--altogether. It is a very difficult question. But you ought not to
marry him--to be allowed to marry him in ignorance.’
She made no answer. The shock came upon her with all the more force that
her mind was already weakened by anxiety. Given her her death! what did
that mean? Did it mean that he had killed poor Annie, this man who was
her dearest friend? A shiver shook all her frame. ‘I think you must be
wrong. I hope you are wrong,’ she said. It was all she could do to keep
her teeth from chattering. The sudden horror chilled and froze her. ‘Oh,
Mr. Maxwell, he never could have done it! No, no, I will never believe
it,’ she said.
‘But I know it,’ said the doctor; ‘there could be no doubt of it; I
could not have been deceived, and it was no crime in my eyes. He did it
in love and kindness--he did it to serve her. But still no woman should
marry him, without knowing at least----’
‘There was never any question of that,’ she said, hurriedly, in the
commotion of her mind. Then it seemed cowardly of her to forsake him.
She paused. ‘He is worthy of any woman’s confidence. I will not hear a
word against him. He did not do it. I am sure he did not do it! or, if
he did, he was not to blame.’
The words had not left her lips when the door was opened, and the
subject of this strange conversation, Mr. Beresford himself, came into
the room. They were both too agitated for concealment. She looked at the
doctor with sudden terror. She was afraid of a quarrel, as women so
often are. But Maxwell himself was too much moved to make any pretences.
He rose up suddenly, with an involuntary start; but he was shaken out of
ordinary caution by the excitement of what he had done. He went up to
the new comer, who regarded him with quiet surprise, without any
salutation or form of politeness. ‘Beresford,’ he said, ‘I will not
deceive you. I have been telling her what it is right she should know. I
don’t judge you; I don’t condemn you; but whatever happens, she has a
right to know.’
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