England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
It is one of the penalties or privileges of excitement that it ignores
ignorance so to speak, and expects all the world to understand its
position at a glance. James Beresford gazed with calm though quiet
astonishment upon the man who advanced to meet him with tragedy in his
tone. ‘What is the matter?’ he said, with the simplicity of surprise.
Then seeing how pale Mrs. Meredith was, he went on with some anxiety,
‘Not anything wrong with Oswald? I trust not that?’
Mrs. Meredith stirred in her chair and held out her hand to him. She
could not rise. She looked at him with an agitated smile. ‘I put perfect
faith in you, perfect faith!’ she said, ‘notwithstanding what anyone may
say.’
‘In me!’ he said, looking from one to another. He could not imagine what
they meant.
‘Beresford,’ said Maxwell again, ‘I will not hide it from you. It has
been in my mind all this time. I have never been able to look upon you
as I did before; at a crisis like this I could hold my tongue no longer.
I have been telling all that happened at the death of your first poor
wife.’
‘My _first_--!’ the exclamation was under his breath, and Maxwell
thought he was overcome with horror by the recollection; but that was
not what he was thinking of: his first wife!--there was something
sickening in the words. Was this his Annie that was meant? It seemed
profanation, sacrilege. He heard nothing but that word. Maxwell did not
understand him, but there was another who did. The doctor went on,
‘I have never said a word about it till this day, and never would but
for what was coming. You know that I took the responsibility, and kept
you free from question at the time.’
‘What does he mean?’ This question, after a wondering gaze at the other,
Beresford addressed to Mrs. Meredith behind him. ‘All this is a puzzle
to me, and not a pleasant one; what does he mean?’
‘This is too much,’ said the doctor. ‘Be a man, and stand to it now at
least. I have not blamed you, though I would not have done it myself. I
have told her that you consented--to what I have no doubt was poor Mrs.
Beresford’s prayer--and gave her--her death----’
‘I--gave her her death--you are mad, Maxwell! I, who would have died a
dozen times over to save her!’
‘There is no inconsistency in that. You could not save her, and you gave
her--what? I never inquired. Anyhow it killed her, poor girl! It was
what she wanted. Am I blaming you? But, James Beresford, whatever may
have been in the past, it is your duty to be open now, and she ought to
know.’
‘My God, will you not listen to me?’ cried Beresford, driven to despair.
He had tried to stop him, to interrupt him, but in vain. Maxwell had
only spoken out louder and stronger. He had determined to do it. He was
absolutely without doubts on the matter, and he was resolute not to be
silenced. ‘She ought to know,’ he went on saying under his breath to
himself.
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