England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘But it is not true. It is an invention, it is a mistake! _I_ do
anything against her dear life!--even in suffering, even in misery, was
she not everything to me?’
‘That is all very well to say. You did it in love, not in hatred, I
acknowledge that. Beresford, no one here will betray you. Why not be
bold and own to what you did? I could not be deceived; it was from your
hand and no other your wife got her death. How could I, her doctor, be
deceived?’
‘Dr. Maxwell,’ said a low voice from the door; and they all started with
a violent shock, as if it had been Annie Beresford herself come back
from the grave. Mrs. Meredith rose hastily and went towards this strange
apparition. It was Cara, with cheeks perfectly colourless, with blue
eyes dilated, standing as she had entered, transfixed by those terrible
words. But the girl took no notice of her friend’s rush towards her.
She put out her hand to put Mrs. Meredith away, and kept her eyes fixed
on the doctor, as if there was no one else in the room.
‘Dr. Maxwell,’ said Cara, her young bosom heaving, ‘I have come just in
time. You are making a great, great mistake, for that is not true.’
‘Cara, child, go away, go away; I never meant this for you.’
‘No one knows but me,’ she said; ‘I was in the room all the time. I have
never forgotten one thing, nor a word she said. She wanted him to do it,
but he would not. He rushed away. I did not understand then what it
meant.’
The girl stood trembling, without any support, so slight, so young, so
fragile, with her pale face. Her father had scarcely thought of Cara
before since she was the plaything of his younger life. All at once his
eyes seemed to be opened, and his heart. He went to her by an
irresistible impulse, and put his arm round her. Love seemed to come to
life in him with very terror of what he was about to hear.
‘It was not you!’ he said, with a low cry of anguish; ‘it was not you!’
‘She would not let me,’ said Cara. ‘I asked to do it, but she would not
let me. She looked up--to God,’ cried the girl, the tears rushing to her
eyes, ‘and took it. Did not He know everything? _You_ would not be
angry, papa? you would not have cast me away if I had taken something to
get free of pain? Would He? He was her father too.’
‘O, Cara, no one blames her--no one blames her!’ said Mrs. Meredith,
with unrestrained tears.
‘She looked up to God,’ said the girl, with her voice full of awe. ‘She
said I was to tell you; but I did not understand what it meant then, and
afterwards I could not speak. It has always seemed to stand between us,
papa, that I had this to tell you and could not speak.’
‘My child,’ said the father, his lips trembling, ‘it has been my fault;
but nothing shall stand between us any more.’
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