England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘This is extraordinary news,’ said Mrs. Meredith, dropping into the
nearest chair. She was trembling with this renewed agitation. ‘And you
knew it, Cara; you have been his confidante? Oh, what a strange mistake
we have all made!’
‘It was not my fault,’ said Cara, softly. She gave a furtive glance at
Edward as she spoke, and his mother looked at him too. Edward’s
countenance was transformed, his eyes were lit up, smiles trembling like
an illumination over his face. Mrs. Meredith’s heart gave a leap in her
motherly bosom. She might have been wounded that it was none of her
doing; but she was too generous for so poor a thought. He will not go to
India now, she said to herself in her heart. The pang which Cara had
given her unwittingly was nothing to the compensation thus received from
her equally unconscious hands.
CHAPTER XLIII.
THE WORST SCRAPE OF ALL.
A rumour had spread in the little hamlet which had gathered about the
junction, of some travellers who had missed their train. The faintest
rumour echoes a long way in the quiet of the country, and as the village
was chiefly formed of the cottages of railway labourers and porters, it
was natural that this kind of report should travel more swiftly than
anything else. Oswald and his companion walked down the still road in
the soft dusk like two ghosts. In the mind of Agnes nothing less than
despair was supreme. What was to become of her? Shame, disgrace,
destruction, the loss of all things. How could she dare to face the
wondering women in the House? Sister Mary Jane might understand her, but
who else? And what comments there would be, and what talk! And
home--how could she go home? To spend a night at an inn at all was
something entirely strange to Agnes. But thus--all alone, and with a
gentleman; one who was not related to her, of whom she could give no
account or befitting explanation! A wild fancy seized her of flying from
him, disappearing into some corner behind a high hedge, some nook under
the trees. But this was as futile as everything else, and might be worse
than anything else. She had the bondage of custom before her, though she
had put herself into a position in which all her familiar habits were
thrown to the winds. And yet going to the inn with Oswald was about as
bad as spending a night in direful desolation in the dark corner of a
field. The one was not much better than the other! If she could have got
away at once, it was the field she would have chosen. She could have
crept into a corner in the dark, and there waited, though she might have
been frightened, till the morning broke and there was an early train.
Had she but done that at once, stolen away before he could see what she
was doing! But she could not disappear from his side now, at the risk of
being pursued and argued with and entreated and brought back. So, with
her mind in a blank of despair, not knowing what to think, she walked
close by his side between the hedgerows through the soft darkness. Oh,
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