England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
what a punishment was this for the indiscretion of the day! It was
indiscretion, perhaps, but surely the punishment was more terrible than
the guilt. She drew the thick gauze veil which was attached to her
bonnet over her face. What could anyone think of her--in that dress?
Then there came into her mind, to increase her pain, an instant vivid
realisation of what her mother would say. Mrs. Burchell would judge the
very worst of any such victim of accident. ‘Why did she lose her train?’
her mother would have said. ‘Depend upon it, such things don’t happen
when people take common care.’ Agnes knew how her mother would look,
denouncing the unfortunate with hard eyes in which was no pity; and
naturally her mother was her standard. So, no doubt, people would
think--people who were respectable, who never placed themselves in
embarrassing situations. They would go further, she thought, with a
still more poignant touch of anguish--they would say that this is what
comes of religious vagaries, of sisterhoods, of attempts at being or
doing something more than other people. They would laugh and sneer, and
hold her up as an example--and oh, never, never, never, could she get
the better of this! it would cling to her all her life--never, never
could she hold up her head again!
Oswald too was full of thought, planning in his mind how he was to carry
out his intentions, his mind so overflowing with plans that he could not
talk. He had been grieved to the heart by the dilemma into which his
carelessness had plunged them. But now he began to recover, and a
certain sensation of boyish pleasure in the escapade came stealing into
his mind. He would not have acknowledged it, but still there it was. The
village was a mere collection of common cottages in yellow brick, as
ugly as it was possible to imagine; but the inn was an old roadside inn
of past times, red, with a high-pitched roof all brown with lichen,
showing the mean modernness of the others. An inquisitive landlady stood
at the door watching for them, inquisitive but good-natured, the fame of
their failure having travelled before them. Oswald strode on in advance
when he saw the woman. ‘Good evening,’ he said, taking off his hat,
which was a civility she was not used to. ‘If you are the landlady, may
I speak to you? There is a young lady here who has missed her train. She
is very much frightened and distressed. Can you give her a room and take
care of her. It is all an accident. Can you take care of her for the
night?’
‘And you too, sir?’ asked the woman.
‘Oh, never mind me. It is the young lady who is important. Yes, Miss
Burchell,’ he said, going back to Agnes, ‘here is someone who will
attend to you. I will not ask you to talk to me to-night,’ he added,
dropping his voice, ‘but do not be surprised if you find me gone in the
morning. I shall be off by the first train, and you will wait for me
here. I think you will be comfortable--everything shall be settled
directly.’
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