England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Mrs. Beresford trembled so much that she could scarcely hold the bottle
in her hand. ‘It is something that will put my pain away,’ she said,
quite humbly. ‘O Cara, my darling, I must take it; it will put away my
pain!’
‘Are you sure, quite sure?’ said the child. ‘Shall I ring for nurse,
mamma, or shall I do it? My hand is quite steady. I can drop medicine as
well as nurse can. Mamma, you are quite, quite sure it will do you good;
then let me give it you.’
‘No, no,’ she said, with a low shriek and shudder, turning away from
her. ‘No, Cara, not for the world.’
‘But I am very steady; and here is your glass, mamma.’
‘God forbid!’ she cried, ‘not you, not you.’ This last strange incident
seemed to take from her the last excuse for delay, and hurried on her
fate. She paused a moment, with her hands clasped close upon the little
phial, and looked upward, her face inspired and shining with a wonderful
solemnity. Then slowly she unclasped her fingers, sighed, and put it to
her lips. It was not the right way to take medicine, poor little Cara
thought, whose mind was all in a confusion, not knowing what to think.
But the moment the deed was done, that solemn look which frightened Cara
passed away from her mother’s face. ‘Ah!’ she cried, fretfully, wiping
her lips with her handkerchief, ‘how nasty, how nasty it is! Give me a
piece of sugar, a bit of biscuit, anything to put the taste away.’
Cara brought the biscuit, pleased to be of use. She picked up the bottle
which had dropped out of her mother’s hand, and put it back tidily in
the case. She smoothed the disordered pillow. Mamma had been vexed
because papa would not tell her something, would not let her know the
truth, which was precisely what Cara herself objected to in him; but
perhaps papa might have reason on his side too, for she was not strong
enough to be agitated. And no doubt he would come back presently and
make amends. In the meantime it pleased Cara to be her mother’s sole
attendant; she put everything tidy with great care, drawing the
coverlet straight, and smoothing the bed. The medicine chest was too
heavy for her to carry back to its proper place, but at least she put it
exactly level upon the table, with the other things cosily arranged
round it. Her mother, following her movements with drowsy eyes, smiled
softly upon her. ‘Cara, come here,’ she said; ‘come and give me a kiss.
You will be good, and take care of papa?’
‘Yes,’ said Cara, astonished. She was almost frightened by the kiss, so
clinging and solemn, which her mother gave her, not on her cheek, but
her mouth. Then Mrs. Beresford dropped back on the pillow, her eyes
closing. Cara had finished her tidying. She thought the room looked more
still than ever, and her patient more comfortable; and with a curious
mixture of satisfaction and wonder she went back behind the curtain to
nurse’s big chair. Then her mother called her again; her eyes altogether
closed this time, her voice like one half asleep.
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