England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The tears were in this sweet woman’s eyes, whom everybody loved. Perhaps
she did not mean every word she said--who does? but there was a general
truth of feeling in it all, that kept her right. Cara ran straight into
her arms, and cried upon her shoulder. Perhaps because she was
frightened and distrustful in other particulars of her life, she was
utterly believing here. Here was the ideal for which she had looked--a
friend, who yet should be something more than a friend; more tender than
Cara could remember her mother to have been, yet something like what an
ideal mother, a mother of the imagination, would be. Sweet looks, still
beautiful, the girl thought in the enthusiasm of her age, yet something
subdued and mild with experience--an authority, a knowledge, a power
which no contemporary could have. Cara abandoned herself in utter and
total forgetfulness of all prejudices, resistances, and doubts, to this
new influence. Her mother’s friend, the boys’ mother, who had been her
own playmates, and about whom she was so curious, without knowing
it--her nearest neighbour, her natural succour, a daughterless woman,
while she was a motherless girl. Happiness seemed to come back to her
with a leap. ‘I shall not mind if I may always come to you, and ask you
about everything,’ she said.
‘And _of course_ you must do that. Did not Cherry tell you so? I thought
Cherry would have been faithful to me. Ah! she did? then I am happy,
dear; for if I have one weakness more than another it is that my friends
should not give me up. But Cherry should have come with you,’ said Mrs.
Meredith, shaking her head.
‘It was all for papa----’
‘But that is what I find fault with--papa’s only daughter, only child,
thinking for a moment that her happiness was not what he wanted most.’
Cara drooped her guilty head. She was guilty; yes, she did not deny it;
but probably this goddess-woman, this ideal aid and succour, did not
know how little in the happier days had been thought of Cara. _She_ had
always thought of ‘the boys’ first of all; but then Mr. Meredith--Cara
had an odd sort of recollection somehow that Mr. Meredith was not first,
and that perhaps this might account for the other differences. So she
did not say anything, but sat down on a stool at her new-old friend’s
feet, and felt that the strange, rich, beautiful room had become home.
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