Carlyle's laugh, and other surprisesHigginson, Thomas Wentworth
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Carlyle's laugh, and other surprises
Higginson, Thomas Wentworth
American literature -- History and criticism; Authors, American
Then there’s a noiseless noise in the orchard that I let
persons hear.
You told me in one letter you could not come to see me “now,”
and I made no answer; not because I had none, but did not think
myself the price that you should come so far.
I do not ask so large a pleasure, lest you might deny me.
You say, “Beyond your knowledge.” You would not jest with me,
because I believe you; but, preceptor, you cannot mean it?
All men say “What” to me, but I thought it a fashion.
When much in the woods, as a little girl, I was told that the
snake would bite me, that I might pick a poisonous flower, or
goblins kidnap me; but I went along and met no one but angels,
who were far shyer of me than I could be of them, so I haven’t
that confidence in fraud which many exercise.
I shall observe your precept, though I don’t understand it,
always.
I marked a line in one verse, because I met it after I made it,
and never consciously touch a paint mixed by another person.
I do not let go it, because it is mine. Have you the portrait
of Mrs. Browning?
Persons sent me three. If you had none, will you have mine?
YOUR SCHOLAR.
A month or two after this I entered the volunteer army of the Civil War,
and must have written to her during the winter of 1862-63 from South
Carolina or Florida, for the following reached me in camp:—
AMHERST.
DEAR FRIEND,—I did not deem that planetary forces annulled, but
suffered an exchange of territory, or world.
I should have liked to see you before you became improbable.
War feels to me an oblique place. Should there be other
summers, would you perhaps come?
I found you were gone, by accident, as I find systems are,
or seasons of the year, and obtain no cause, but suppose it
a treason of progress that dissolves as it goes. Carlo still
remained, and I told him.
Best gains must have the losses’ test,
To constitute them gains.
My shaggy ally assented.
Perhaps death gave me awe for friends, striking sharp and
early, for I held them since in a brittle love, of more alarm
than peace. I trust you may pass the limit of war; and though
not reared to prayer, when service is had in church for our
arms, I include yourself.... I was thinking to-day, as I
noticed, that the “Supernatural” was only the Natural disclosed.
Not “Revelation” ’tis that waits,
But our unfurnished eyes.
But I fear I detain you. Should you, before this reaches you,
experience immortality, who will inform me of the exchange?
Could you, with honor, avoid death, I entreat you, sir. It
would bereave
YOUR GNOME.
I trust the “Procession of Flowers” was not a premonition.
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