Carlyle's laugh, and other surprisesHigginson, Thomas Wentworth
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Carlyle's laugh, and other surprises
Higginson, Thomas Wentworth
American literature -- History and criticism; Authors, American
I cannot explain this extraordinary signature, substituted for the now
customary “Your Scholar,” unless she imagined her friend to be in some
incredible and remote condition, imparting its strangeness to her.
Swedenborg somewhere has an image akin to her “oblique place,” where he
symbolizes evil as simply an oblique angle. With this letter came verses,
most refreshing in that clime of jasmines and mockingbirds, on the
familiar robin:—
THE ROBIN
The robin is the one
That interrupts the morn
With hurried, few, express reports
When March is scarcely on.
The robin is the one
That overflows the noon
With her cherubic quantity,
An April but begun.
The robin is the one
That, speechless from her nest,
Submits that home and certainty
And sanctity are best.
In the summer of 1863 I was wounded, and in hospital for a time, during
which came this letter in pencil, written from what was practically a
hospital for her, though only for weak eyes:—
DEAR FRIEND,—Are you in danger? I did not know that you were
hurt. Will you tell me more? Mr. Hawthorne died.
I was ill since September, and since April in Boston for a
physician’s care. He does not let me go, yet I work in my
prison, and make guests for myself.
Carlo did not come, because that he would die in jail; and the
mountains I could not hold now, so I brought but the Gods.
I wish to see you more than before I failed. Will you tell me
your health? I am surprised and anxious since receiving your
note.
The only news I know
Is bulletins all day
From Immortality.
Can you render my pencil? The physician has taken away my pen.
I inclose the address from a letter, lest my figures fail.
Knowledge of your recovery would excel my own.
E. DICKINSON.
Later this arrived:—
DEAR FRIEND,—I think of you so wholly that I cannot resist to
write again, to ask if you are safe? Danger is not at first,
for then we are unconscious, but in the after, slower days.
Do not try to be saved, but let redemption find you, as
it certainly will. Love is its own rescue; for we, at our
supremest, are but its trembling emblems.
YOUR SCHOLAR.
These were my earliest letters from Emily Dickinson, in their order. From
this time and up to her death (May 15, 1886) we corresponded at varying
intervals, she always persistently keeping up this attitude of “Scholar,”
and assuming on my part a preceptorship which it is almost needless
to say did not exist. Always glad to hear her “recite,” as she called
it, I soon abandoned all attempt to guide in the slightest degree this
extraordinary nature, and simply accepted her confidences, giving as much
as I could of what might interest her in return.
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