Christian Science -- Fiction; People with disabilities -- Fiction
"So you really think I can’t mean it when I tell you I am glad that
Sherman has lost all our money?" said Carolina. "Of course I am sorry
on Addie’s account--she cares a great deal and is quite miserable over
her future prospects. But she has ten thousand a year from her own
estate, so she can still educate the children and get along in some
degree of comfort. But as for me"--she leaned forward in her chair with
the whimsical idea of testing their calibre kindling in her eyes--"if
you will believe me and will not scoff, I will tell you what my plan
is."
"Promise," said Kate, briefly.
"If Sherman can manage it, I want," said Carolina, slowly, but with an
odd gleam in her eye, "to buy an abandoned farm in New England and raise
chickens."
In spite of her promise, Kate looked at the beautiful face and figure of
the girl in blue velvet and sables who said this, and burst into a
shriek of laughter, which St. Quentin, after a moment’s decorous
struggle, joined.
"I know," said Carolina, leaning back, still with that curious look in
her eyes. "I know it sounds absurd. I know you are thinking of me out
feeding chickens in these clothes. But oh, if you only knew how tired I
am of--of everything that my life has held hitherto. If you only knew
how unhappy I am! If you only knew how I want a farm with pigs and
chickens and cows and horses. If you only knew how I long to plant
things and see them grow. But above everything else in the world, if
you only knew how I want a dark blue print dress! I saw a country girl
in one once when I was a child in England, and I’ve never been really
happy since."
She joined in the burst of laughter which followed.
"But do things grow on farms in New England?" asked Kate. "And isn’t
that just why so many are abandoned?"
"I suppose so," answered Carolina, "but those are the only ones which
are cheap, and chickens don’t need a rich soil. All you’ve got to do is
to--"
"I’d go South," interrupted Kate, "or to California, where the c-climate
would help some. I’ve read in the papers how farmers suffer when their
crops fail. I--I’d hate to think of you suffering if your turnips
didn’t sprout properly, Carol!"
"Laugh if you want to, but I’ll get my farm in some way."
"How about the old Lee estate in South Carolina?" asked St. Quentin.
For the first time in his life St. Quentin was actually conscious that
Carolina was mocking him. The thought was startling. Why should she
dissemble? Carolina’s face fell, and a trace of bitterness crept into
her voice. This seemed so natural that he forgot his curious suspicion.
"I suppose that went, too. I haven’t questioned Sherman, but he told me
everything was gone. That, although the house was burned during the war,
and only the land itself remained, is the only thing I regret about our
loss. I did love Guildford."
"But you never saw it!" exclaimed Kate.
Carolina’s eye flashed with enthusiasm.
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