Christian Science -- Fiction; People with disabilities -- Fiction
Most of the good which is done in this world is the result of impulse,
yet so false is our training, that the first thing we do after having
been betrayed into a perfectly natural action is to regret it.
The moment Carolina came to herself and realized what she had done, a
great uneasiness took possession of her. She had no excuse to offer
even to herself. She felt that she had done an immeasurably foolish
thing and that she deserved to take the consequences, no matter what
they might be. If the stranger injured Sherman’s favourite horse, that
would be bad enough, but the worst result was the mortification her rash
act had left in her own mind. It is hard for the most humble-minded to
admit that one has been a fool, and to the proud it is well-nigh
impossible.
But Carolina admitted it with secret viciousness, directed, let it be
said, entirely against herself. In her innermost heart she realized
that she had yielded, without even the decent struggle prompted by
self-respect, to the compelling influence of a strong personality. This
unknown man had wrested her consent from her by a power she never had
felt before.
At first she decided that it was her duty to tell her brother at once
what she had done. Then she realized that, in that case, they must both
wait some little time before the dog-cart could possibly be expected to
return, and Sherman would no doubt exhaust himself in an anxiety which,
if the horse returned in safety, could be avoided. She therefore
compromised on a bold expedient.
"Sherman," she said, when she found her brother, "I saw the dog-cart at
the door; were you going out?"
"I was, but since I came in, I have decided differently. Ring, that’s a
good girl, and tell Powell to see that the horse is well exercised and
put him up."
"I saw Marie in the hall. I’ll just send her with the message to
Powell," said Carolina. "There is no doubt in my mind," she murmured,
as she went out, "that the horse will be well exercised."
She sent word by Marie that when Powell returned he was to be told to
see to the condition of the horse himself by Miss Carol’s express
orders, and then to report to Miss Carol herself privately.
But these precautions were taken in vain, for not ten minutes had
elapsed before Sherman was summoned to the drawing-room, there to meet
the stranger, who introduced himself, told a most manly and
straightforward story, and, having produced an excellent impression of
sincerity on his host, left with profuse apologies.
Sherman returned to his sister with a quizzical smile on his face.
"Carol," he said, "what have you been doing?"
Carolina’s reply was prompt and to the point.
"I own to being reckless, of trying to conceal my recklessness, under a
mistaken sense that I was clever enough to cover my tracks. I vainly
endeavoured to spare you an hour’s anxiety, and I feel that I am a fool
for my pains."
Her brother laughed.
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